Chapter 18  "I want you. I want you to love me." The words fell off my tongue, as instant regret hit me.  What have I done? His eyes held no emotion, the smile on his face was long gone, everything that remained was the cold look on his face. The face that just screamed rejection. I did not hear the words yet my tears brimmed in my eyes. I felt as if the world just had it with me. Less than three days ago I caught my boyfriend cheating on me and here I am a few days later being a helpless pup. I am ridiculous. Pathetic.  I stood up from my seat. Jason started talking but before he could say something I broke off his sentence. "Jenn-."  "Oh, sorry, I think the champagne was quite strong, I must be a little tipsy right now. I will take my leave now, can you please inform my mother and apologize to your father on my behalf? Bye, see you in school tomorrow."  Before he could say anything I graceful