Chapter 321Max I'm in hospital. I don't know how I got here and I don't know who brought me here. All I know is that I'm in hospital and I don't know who I am and I don't know who's who. I don't know who to trust and it's just a lot that I have lost my memory because I can't be this confused and still be breathing something must have happened to me and I think it's something that either I've done or somebody has done to me because my whole body feels like it's been through the wringer and my head feels so heavy I try to keep my eyes open but it's a mission . When I woke up and came out of what seemed to be the longest nap, there was a woman by my bedside , she looked so familiar and from the moment she said my name , she said it with so much love mixed with worry. A man came and claimed to be my father. I could believe him because he was a doctor but I couldn't believe the woman because I don't trust any women. I haven't trusted any women since I broke up with my ex girlfriend. I al

Chapter 323Max I don't remember anything. I know that I'm a soccer player but I don't remember how to play soccer. I love the game, yes and I can actually pinpoint what's going on technically and tactically and I can even tell you what's wrong with the game that the players are playing. I woke up a couple of days ago and as confusing as everything was I made decisions based on how I felt at a specific moment in time. I apparently feel things intensely because I think I might have just thrown away the best thing that's ever happened to me according to my supposed best friend Daniel. I have a friend who's a leader of a gang that I am part of and apparently I am a legacy which means that my father must have belongs to the gang and therefore automatically grants me entry into the game at some cost I don't know what caused it is but I'm just glad that I'm part of something that doesn't feel familiar but it's totally cool. Daniel can fly aeroplanes and helicopters I was so surprised when

Chapter 325Max I'm starting to wonder what type of person I was before waking up in hospital with no memory or recollection of who I was. I'm still struggling to remember things and Daniel is a doctor.He told me to give my memory time to recover I can remember the basic things and I can remember how to drive a car and hopefully I can remember how to play football because I think I like it I don't know how to flick the switch if I'm making sense. He told me that it's like scraping your knee. It might take time to make your knee heal, but it will eventually heal. You can't tell the body when and how to heal itself unless you know how to hack certain emotions or speed up the healing process. The healing process comes in stages. Rushing something that needs time can sometimes result in something not ending up the way you wanted it to end up all the way you hoped it would end up. You'll get the direct opposite of the outcome that you wanted to get because you wanted to speed things up.

Chapter 327Max I love traveling with friends. I have a friend and not many friends which is a good thing. Not having any recollection of who I am and figuring out who I was adventurous but tedious I constantly got stopped by people that I didn't know and I had people who I thought were friends ask me to take pictures with them.I did have chosen to stay with my father because he said that any time I needed to come and stay with him or just chill with him I can come through and I can just chill or talk to him. And I'm all grown up and there's no such thing as sleepovers. You are either crashing or staying over at a friend's or just spending some time with a friend at a friend's house. Either way I was staying over as a guest at Daniel's house .His house was supposedly next door to my house which I didn't know it didn't look familiar to me. I wasn't broken up by anything I just got up and I got cleaned up changed into proper clothes because I was sleeping and flannel pyjamas and since

Chapter 329MaxI don't know why I feel so bad. I just can't connect the dots and it's getting to a point where I'm getting frustrated and I'm getting impatient that I cannot seem to connect with anything or anyone except for my baby boy. I'm also friends with the doctor which is beyond cool because they can keep an eye on me and if he sees any improvements maybe I can go out and be the person I used to be but at the moment I'm sitting still until I can remember something . The one thing that has come back is my ability to build momentum, run and workout for long periods of time. I'm just happy that I can remember how to do something that I used to do and hopefully that's a good sign because I really want to remember everything about my life , bad or good maybe cringe-worthy but I want to remember everything. I can't stop thinking about what I did yesterday and how I made someone feel. I want to make someone feel good and I don't want to be mean to anyone but it seems like I need to