DRAKEHell. That's the perfect definition for what I've been going through for days now. My life has never been this miserable even when I thought it was. I guess this is just the beginning of my problems. God I miss her so much. I miss having her around, I miss touching her, I miss her cooking, I miss everything about her. I'm not the same without her around. I messed up. I completely messed up I know. I've not been going to work or talking to anyone, not even my mom or Joe. I sent a lot of texts and calls to Carina but got no reply. I can't even sleep or eat anything. I'm totally down and going crazy. I'm confused and sad. All I do now is take alcohol and smoke. Then I'll stay up in my room all day. But today I just couldn't take it anymore. I can't keep staying away from Carina like she asked. She has my heart and my child with her. They're my responsibility and I have to ta

         DRAKEI deepened the kiss and pulled her closer to myself. I can't describe how much I've missed her lips and everything about her. She just completely drives me crazy.         "I missed you so much Carina. You don't know how much." I said as I pulled away. I used my thumb to wipe the remaining tears from her face.          "I missed you too Drake." She said. My heart leapt for joy when I heard that. This means she still loves me.         "Please say that again." I said.         "I missed you more Drake. I have been heartbroken and miserable without you. I can't hold it anymore, I don't know what you did to me. I can't get you out of my head." She said looking away. I grinned happily. I hugged her and kissed her hair.    

      HARRYDamn it! I can't believe I've failed again. I made my move too late I think. I should have used the opportunity they were separated to get her to love me. But I'm not giving up. "What are you thinking about Harry?." Suzy asked sitting in front of me. I asked her to come check on me in my office. We need to do something as fast as possible. "They're back together." I told her.She stared at me like she wanted to laugh. She ended up laughing. "What are you talking about Harry? They're not together anymore. I mean is what happened between them not reason enough for her to hate Drake? You're joking right?." I didn't reply but just stared at her. That's when she knew that I'm serious about what I'm sayi

        DRAKEI'm not happy but how do I tell her I'm not? How am I supposed to tell her I unintentionally cheated on her? I didn't want to do it but I had no choice. When I got a call from the hotel that my presence was needed I quickly left the mansion to attend to it. When I got there, the receptionist gave me a card to go to one of the VIP rooms. I don't know the faces of all my employees so I guess he's just one of them. I collected the card and went up to the room. I have no idea what all this is about but I'll go find out anyway. I knocked on the room and it was opened by a girl I don't know. She's dressed in a very short revealing dress. "I was told there's an emergency here. What's the matter miss?." I asked her. I'm not the one who's supposed to be attending to all these kind of things but I decided to because Carina asked me to check it out. Now looking at this lady makes me feel like t

       CARINAI have put so much trust in this man that I completely forgot what I used to think of men. Drake is the one who gave me a bad impression about men and he's still the one who made me forget what I thought. Now he has proved me right. From now on, I'm going to try and be free but I'll never love the next man I date. He's gonna suffer what Drake did to me. I've been scarred my whole life and I thought it would heal. Turns out things are not as I thought. Few days later I'm back to my old routine. Going to work and looking after my daughter. The only problem is that Drake's guards won't stop following Fiona and I. Rosa's back in the house now. She's feeling much better and she is bound to start school anytime soon. Her doctor was changed since Suzy refused to take care of her anymore. I know it's because of me. Speaking of Suzy, I've not been seeing her around for a while now. She's free to have Dra