Semua Bab Why Me?: Bab 41 - Bab 50

 Few days, we did not meet each other. We talked through calls, video calls, messages and we talked till late nights. I had to go to the pre-engineering classes and he was already doing Bachelors’ in hotel management. He told me about the first time we met in the hotel was because he was there for practical’s.One day, when I was in the class talking to other friends, he called me. I really never enjoyed studying here. So, when he called to say that he was free and if my classes were finished, I immediately said him my classes were finished because he wanted to meet. After call ended, I went to washroom to see how I was looking. I was normal as the other day, but I wanted to look pretty. I asked my friend her lipstick and put it and went out. I met him down my building. He came to take me.Before I sat on the bike he asked me, "Would you like to watch a movie?" I never cared whatever it was I just wanted to see him. So, we went to watch the movie. He h

I was happy when I was in a relationship with Sarah. I still am in the relationship but I should tell her the truth now. Just when I was thinking my phone rang, "What are you doing?" It was a message from Sarah. I read it from outside. Deep inside I knew I could not tell her. I got her call. I ignored it and an hour later I told her that I am busy. I actually had to tell her truth about me. I wanted to tell my parents I do not love Rihanna but I did not know they made a promise to her parents just yesterday about our engagement. I could not deny because when my parents were in difficult situation in the past, Rihanna's parents helped them. They promised our marriage. Rihanna and I were friends from before. Rihanna loves me. But I do not feel the same. Rihanna and I were in a relationship just because she proposed me in front of our parents. Sarah looked similar, so I approached her first but I did not know I will fall for her. At first I thought I was betra

One day when I saw our senior, from near, I do not know why but his eyes looked like that of Charlie. I got more attracted towards him. I heard his friend calling him by his name, "Michael." After knowing the name, I went home and searched for his name. I finally found his second name and his profile. I stalked his profile. I got more attracted towards him. I realized that I can move on if only I start getting more attracted to my senior Michael. I just wanted to forget Charlie and move on. I did not want to give any time for myself to think about Charlie. So, I was after senior.Soon, we were friends on the social media. I told my friends, I was attracted towards him. I stalked his profile for 10 days. I also watched him secretly in college. After 10 days, I don't know what hit my brain, I messaged him. I talked with him for a few minutes and told that I had a crush on him. He was shocked. He said, he did not even knew me. Well he was telling the truth and I regretted tellin

I was like a paralyzed person. I had hit my back part. My head was also paining. I was crying. Just when he opened his own shirt's button, I heard some voices. I screamed with all energy I had. “Help.” He also heard the voices, so he covered my mouth with the balled papers that was on the ground. He stood up and went to close the door. So, I tried to cry for help once more because I knew I was unable to do anything except for someone coming to rescue me. But it was in vain. I could not speak. Before he closed the door, two people entered. One of them was the senior Michael. When they saw me, Michael came to me, he... he saw my state. The other senior started asking Mr. Gayle, what was going on. Michael opened his shirt and covered me. He was wearing a shirt outside the t-shirt. He freed my mouth and my hands. He supported me to stand, but I could not, so I did not stand but I sat. I was still crying. He gave me a quick hug and patted me. He went to Mr. Gayle

The next day, I told my parents the truth hoping for them to support me. I said them that I did not want to do engineering. I wanted to be a lawyer. It was my wish from when I was a child. But, when both of them heard they denied. They said many reasons like first was I was not a social person and it will be hard for me. My memory is not so good. There will be troubles to face when you will be a lawyer. They totally denied. Well, whatever they told was true, I knew it would be difficult for me, but engineering was not in my interest. Nothing went inside my head.We did not talk much because my dad went to work and my mom had some household work to do. I could not discuss about it with them. The next day, I went to school. I noticed something. Ever since I entered the gate, almost everyone looked at me. I was embarrassed because I thought they were looking at me in confusion about what had happened last time. When I entered the class, everyone went silent. I sat with Noah. She