บททั้งหมดของ Casanova's Fall: บทที่ 31 - บทที่ 40

ZacharyMy wife became so busy with everything. As well as I am. When I wanted sex during the night she wasn't there. She needed to be with grandma to take care of her. She had to review her upcoming examination. I miss her and I miss sex. I keep seeing women around who are willing. I just can't help but think about my old life. I could have sex in a snap whenever I wanted to.On my birthday, she surprised me with a lot of lovemaking before our holiday. They get back early to the Philippines, but I must stay for a while in New York for a few things.The most unexpected thing is Alyssa she's in New York doing modeling. We get along and have sex just once. I regret doing it. I came back to the Philippines and make love to my wife, but I wasn't that active anymore. I don't know what's happening to me.Maybe because of guilt. I glance at my wife beside me, naked and beautiful. I reach her hair and caress it. Then my phone dings and I reach it to see

ZacharyI quickly put the condom on, grabbed her hair, and pushed her on the bed. This is what she loves. This is what she likes. I raised her butt and started screwing the hell out of her. I didn't stop until I got hard. It takes an hour for me to come but I wasn't satisfied. I grabbed her down again, spread her legs, and started screwing her. I ignore my phone and everything. Until there's a knock on the door."Fucking Zachary!" It's Travis. I stopped from thrusting on her before she came and pulled my boxers and pants. I went to the door and I felt his punch on my face. I glower at him. He was breathless. "I've been calling the fuck out of you and you are here?! Now, what will you do if your wife is already dead by now? Or was raped with three men while you are fucking someone else?!""What?""Someone broke into your fucking house!" He shoutedI put my clothes on quickly, getting frantic as Alyssa screamed at me telling me something

Maeve"Maeve!" I turn to my classmate Vince as he extends my notes. "You forgot your notes." I took it."Thanks, Vince.""You plan something tonight?""Not really.""Can you come to my house? We have a little party." He said politely. I can't. I don't want to. But I didn’t want to tell him. "Sorry, Vince. But I couldn't. Zac would be home." Probably late again. I know what he's been up to. And I plan everything in my mind. I'm already a citizen of the USA and I should be there with Grandma to settle."It's alright." He said. I nodded.I got my certificate and I thought that I and he could have a celebration. But I doubted that. He didn't know that I cry every night until I fall asleep. He didn't know that I heard him having phone sex with Alyssa it makes me puke and cry every time.I get into my car and call Warren. I ask where Zac is, and he keeps quiet. I understand now. I know who is with me. I wipe my tea

ZacharyI went to my room in the manor and plugged the flash drive into my computer. And click all the songs to play. The first song was I LOVE YOU. (Song from Little Mix)Uh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, babyI hear your name and it's like I'm breaking, achingYou still got that power hanging over meIt's always over but still happeningUh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, babyI just wanna scream out 'till my voice breaksEven if the tears fall and my heart hates meBaby, I love youUh, oh, uh oh, don't know how I'm still breathing, breathingI got this hole up in my heart baby, babyAnd it doesn't matter what no one saysEven though it's broken, I love you anywayUh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, baby.Was this what she felt all this time? She loves me. There's no lie

ZacharyI roll over to my hotel bed again thinking of her. Her voice, her laugh, her smile, her smell, and her touch. I become wasted over the years finding out everything about myself.The day she left me; I have no appetite. I don't know how to eat after I had learned everything about her pain through me. I kept visiting her parents and her siblings and then unwind. When I get back to the city, I screw different women for me to sleep because I couldn't sleep without them. Fucking others doesn't make me hard. I always put a condom on and checked it if it's broken or something before throwing it.Alyssa kept on bugging me as well, I just gave her one f~ck blow and left her, never to see her again.Grandma arrived and told me everything. Tell me that she wanted to give back my real estate and every cent of the money that she will give to her. The manor, the company, and everything that grandma owns that she put on her name were ignored by Ma