Chapter 11: Seanah wakes up this morning to birds chirping . In any other day this could put a smile to her face. She opens her bed side window to find little birds playing on tree trunks. Early winter wind blows her hair , she shivers from cold but don't close the window. Sun can't be seen . As if giant clouds are stopping golden rays of happiness from entering the earth.Making it all gloomy . Oddly resembling her life.She throws a soft blue cardigan over and leaves her dark hair messy.Seanah maybe child in her family's eyes but she have emotions too. They can't always pretend like she is a child and then if she does something childish they say that she should grow up! 'I don't know what to do anymore.'They said not to meet with Syaoran after everything, when she finally got close to him! Why didn't say a day or two before she made a friend by her own!She feels really stupid. Honestly she h