I look outside the window. The sunlight is bright. The sky is clear. My heart, it's feeling so much pain. I should be with my husband. We were going home. There's no sign of hope.         Deep down I know, he'll come for me. Everything is going to be perfect. I didn't cry. But I want to shout as loud as I can in agony. So it could reach him. My inside is clawing at me, scratching the walls of my heart, telling me to run away from here.         Eleanor is a sweet girl. She kept the worries away but for a short time. I can feel that emptiness        "Love," Sas softly says in her sweet voice.        "Good morning," I glance at her. The blurry sight of my tells, I don't know that it's there.        "Hey," She pushes her body up with her palms against the mattress in less than a blink and wraps her arms around me to comfort me. She could h