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Renia's POV.Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had done things a bit differently that night then maybe I wouldn't be here... miserably married to a man that hates me so much. I am not even sure if he hates me because he doesn't even talk to me, he ignores me every fucking time and he does everything in his power to make sure our parts never crossed even though we lived under the same roof and sleep in the same bedroom. He always leaves the house as early as five in the morning and he returns around midnight.His business doesn't require him to go that early and come back late. Raphael is a multi-billionaire. He owns over twenty-four clubs in New York City and he has more outside of New York and yes, he is the owner of the club that we met two years ago. I know his work doesn't require him to leave so early and stay out late because well, he is the CEO and he definitely isn't the one tending to the bar and he most definitely isn't a cleaner. I think, no, I know he leaves

Renia's POV.  I sat down in the same sport on the bed, I lost track of time and I couldn't bring myself to move. Raphael was long gone though. He left the moment he said that last piece of his, he left without even sparing me a glance. I couldn't even think straight. My mind was all over the place and I was suffocating. I glanced at the bed, the bed that was meant to hold the most precious memory, the bed that... thinking about what happened last night made me nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and emptied my stomach in the toilet. Nothing made sense anymore, everything I laid my eyes on made me want to puke my guts out.  I thought he loved me, I thought there was something between us, I thought he was the one for me. No. I thought while shaking my head. I knew he was the one for me.  Everything

Renia's POV. I groan lightly and tried to turn over in bed but then I realized I wasn't in my bed. The smell of antiseptic mixed with the smell of drugs and well...sickness was heavy in the air and I knew almost immediately that I was in a hospital.  It came back to me like my brain was just functioning. I was in the cafeteria talking to someone, I can't remember who though but I have been having dizzy spells all day... I was going to just head back home to rest after having something to eat and then I saw him... Raphael. Raphael? "Are you awake, Renia?" His overly familiar voice filled my ears. I grunted in reply and attempted to massage my forehead with my right hand.  "Don't do that." He stopped me placing his hand on my right one. 

Renia's POV. I let out a yawn and shut my laptop. I stretched a bit and I couldn't help myself, I dropped my hand on my stomach and rubbed it soothingly. I didn't think I would accept the fact that I am pregnant so easily but I have accepted and I can't imagine myself not pregnant.  I don't know if that makes any sense.  I have been working nonstop since morning. My mind has been going a thousand miles per minute and my imagination was running wild so I just took advantage of it and penned all my ideas down and I sent them to Damien once I was done. I couldn't take the risk of not penning my ideas down because the moment I procrastinate I will surely end up forgetting about the ideas I had in the first place.  I walked towards the refrigerator. I don't think

R E N I A'S POV I turned over in bed and let out a groan. My hair was all over the place and I am pretty sure I tied it up before going to bed. I sat up from the bed and smoothened my hair a little bit while finger combing it too. I didn't get a good rest last night, I kept tossing and turning. I just couldn't find the right way to sleep or maybe, just maybe I couldn't stop thinking about last night. I was having a really good day before Raphael got back home. He just showed up and ruined everything. He denied being with another woman yesterday when I could smell her perfume on him and trust me I know that smell, it is the same smell that is always on his anytime he comes home. I wasn't surprised when I perceived the perfume again and I wasn't the least bit surprised when he denied being with someone else.  But I was very much pissed when I found out he remembered. He remembered every single th