All Chapters of Chaos 'N Burdens: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

---“Wanna put me in a box of glitter, and I'm just trying to get right outAnd now you're feeling so, so bitter, because I've let you down” I continued singing.I've always felt alone, empty, and numb. Why? Because they are my parents, they're always beside us, but I can't feel they're love. Yeah they're with me but their love is too high for me to reach, just like the sky. I can't reach their love, no, I actually can but that love was overpowered by the hate and shame that they felt on me. Shame because of what I've done. But they didn't know...that I've done all of that, just for her. For their loving daughter. Because I think maybe if I protect her, they'll be glad on me. That they will finally accept me, and give me love. But no! Instead, t-they...“And this storm is rising inside of meDon't you feel that our world's collideIt's getting harder to breath, it hurts deep inside”They suffocates me. I can hardly breathe because

---XynaWho is she?She is Xiera Angeline Alegre-Scott—my twin but also the only one I cared of not until Chariz came. Our parents once said that our name really suits us. My second name's DEVON because they saw me as a devil or a demon—the person that will bring their lives to a living hell. Why? I really don't know. They're just a narrow minded narcissist sucker. But they're right, though. I will definitely will bring them to hell once they meddle with my life and my decisions again.While Xiera's ANGELINE because they think of her as the ANGEL. Well, that really suits her, because she's so kind, unlike me who's always been the devil who make those actresses lives become hell.Xiera and I look very much alike. But we also have some differences. Just a little difference in physical— like our eyes, her eyes are ocean blue while mine is dark brown. Well, err-dad's eyes are blue and mom's is brown. So, literally my twin got her eyes from dad

---“Babe! I'm here-” he stopped when he saw me and seemed surprised to see me. And so am I. He looks a little bit frightened too. But I felt more likely shocked. The thought that he's the one that Quaine's in love with shocked me big time.Hmm, that's why he also disappeared the same time Quaine left to study on Japan. But I didn't expect he's the one who replace my space inside Quaine's heart. I'm so disappointed. It hurts a lot when she broke up with me that time. Maybe I wasn't good enough for her or maybe we are just not meant for each other.I smiled at Nale.“Long time no see, bro!” I said and pat his shoulder.Confusion was written all over his face but he managed to give me a faint smile, and said “L-Long time no see”Maybe he was wondering why I reacted that way, maybe he expected me to get angry at him and punch him in the face. Well, maybe if I'm still not moving on.“Y-You're together?” h

---DwyneThey really are identical. Anyone will be confused as to who's Xy and who's her twin. In one glance you wouldn't know what their differences is, in physical. But, If you observe wisely, you will definitely notice their differences on their physical appearance.Xy has a mole on the side of her left eye, while her sister is on the side of its right eye. Xy's hair is also short, its length only reach her shoulder. While for her sister, even though she still has her ponytail. I can say that it's like 4-5 inches longer than Xy's current hair length, And even though it was a bit dark in the bar, I noticed that her sister is a little bit whiter than her, but her body has a more a shape, perks of being a boxer eh?As an actor for a long time, I only found out that she has a sister now. She never talk about it in public. It's like she's keeping it as a secret. But why—Wait, does her sister wear a courtroom attire? It probably is! It's a little dark b

---Exactly, when Xiera left, a familiar face arrives. Guess who?“Oh em! XYNA” she screamed in excitement as she runs towards my direction.When I'm already in front of her, she suddenly hugged me tightly as if we've not been seen each pther for suck a long time.“I missed you Xy!” she said cheerfully.“Oh? Is that so? But sorry not sorry, I didn't miss you, Agatha. Like duh! It's only have been like 4 or 5 days since we saw each other, not a year. You're very much an over-reacting person, Aga. You must reduce that or people will thought of you as a crazy woman” I teased her. But it's a half meant truth, tho. I'm just like trash talking her.Yeah, she's Agatha. My personal assistant and my bestfriend. Before she went on their province on Wisconsin, she comes here at my house everyday and ready a breakfast for the two of us. Sometime she'll cook here but most of the time she just brings the food she cooked, and we'll eat.'And oh! The foods she cooks were all ve