Semua Bab The Forbidden Alpha: Bab 101 - Bab 110

AdeaDid I… did I hear him right? My eyes jerk open and I think I’m wide awake. I lift myself upright and turn to look at him. I watch him as he sits up in all his naked glory. He grabs my hand and lifts my chin before looking me in the eyes.“I’m tired of waiting. We’ve been through hell since you got here and I want everyone to know your mine,” Ethan growls.“But the recruits,” I start, “I want to train with them, I don’t want to be coddled because I’m their Luna. I want more days like today.”“The new recruits can deal with training side by side with their Luna. I want you to take your place officially by my side,” Ethan says firmly.I’m silent for a few moments, I want to be his Luna but I didn’t know it would be so soon. We haven’t discussed what we want and

Adea When Kristina leaves I have a list of things I need to do on my end to research and have prepared by our next meeting. I head to the kitchen and fix up a snack to take upstairs and took the opportunity to update the kitchen staff. Thankfully, they were more than willing to help out. I rush upstairs, nervous to get started. I don’t know how long I was researching and planning when I looked up from the mac to a darkened room. Deciding I needed a shower, I closed the laptop and headed to the bathroom. Turning the nob to heat, I unzip my dress, and when steam starts rising I step into the shower. When I walked out of the bathroom, Ethan was sitting in the semi-darkness, dressed in black, the sleeves of his sweater pushed up his forearms, his eyes closed as he leaned back against the chair, his hair pushed back. I watched his chest rise and fall in slumber. He was magnificent.

**TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains severe depression and suicidal thoughts that may be triggering.**Song: Billie Eilish - Happier Than EverGabePain.I’m suffocating.Every breath in is shaky. Every breath out is ragged. Every breath I take is a painful reminder my mate no longer breathes. The stab wound reminds me how much I’ve failed. Her absence left a gaping hole in my chest, in my life.I can’t function.I can’t breathe.I haven’t left my room, I haven’t bathed, I haven’t shaved. I can’t remember when the last time I ate something was. I don’t deserve to eat. I don’t deserve to go on without her.The wind blows outside and the sun rises and sets. The stars light u

GabeStumbling to my feet, all of the blood rushes to my head and the world spins. I focus on Olivia’s jacket on the chair across the room and try to get a grip.“Please stop spinning,” I breathe.A firm grip steadies me and my eyes slide over Odis by my side. His hands hold me up as he looks at everything but me.I swallow.Breathe.Breathe in.Breathe out.I can do this.“You can’t,” the darkness whispers. For Ady… I can pretend for today.“You look like shit,” Odis grumbles, “and you smell even worse if that’s possible.” My lip curls on one side. Funny. I probably do. “You need to be presentable for Luna,” he says quietly.I nod

“Every unmated male is going to wish you were theirs,” he teased.“There’s only ever been one for me,” I tell him “But… I’ve shared my bed with two,” I taunt.He lets out an audible gasp and feigns outrage. “Ludicrous! Ady, you shouldn’t speak of it. Our time together would be frowned upon,” he says and bumps his hip against mine.He put some power in those hips and I catch myself before I fall to my knees. Laughter bubbles up and out of my chest as I think of the old days where we’d get shit-faced. Once upon a time, I would have no choice but to sit through intensely specific details of his explicit fun with women and sometimes men.“I don’t know how you ever made it home! Mr. Life of the party,” I said and pressed the tip of my finger into his shoulder. “The trouble you would get yours