Alle Kapitel von Look At Me! (English) : Kapitel 41 – Kapitel 50

Arriving at the boarding house, Clarissa took a quick shower and threw her body on the bed. She felt so tired after a long journey to Yenny's place. Her head felt dizzy and heavy. There was nothing else she wanted to do, but sleeping. While her eyes were closed, Clarissa's mind was still spinning. She remembered everything she went through on the way."I'm really annoyed ... I want a boyfriend who is gentle, patient, likes to smile with me. Give me a sudden surprise ..." Adimasta's words rang in Clarissa's ears.It was what Adimasta expected from the person he called a girlfriend. While the girlfriend he had ..."I'm not going to force you to be as I want to ... I will still love you ... as you are ..." These words also appeared in Clarissa's head."Adi ..." Clarissa said quietly, then she fell asleep.The next morning Clarissa woke up. She looked at the clock on the wall in her room. Her eyes squinted to make sure the clock was working properly. C

Clarissa picked up her bag hanging on the side of the chair. Then she walked to meet Adimasta’s father and mother. They were hanging out with some families, while Diaz and Anindita were sitting not far from them. "Excuse me, I have to go home. I'm afraid to be late at the boarding house." Clarissa interrupted their conversation. Arjuna and Alicia, as well as several other people sitting with them, turned to Clarissa and Adimasta who were standing slightly behind Clarissa. "Oh, is that so? All right. Thanks for coming." Arjuna smiled. "Clarissa, please come here again. If Anin is married, she lives with Diaz. I don't have any female friends anymore. I’ll wait for you." Alicia also gave Clarissa a sweet smile. "Yeah, I will, Mam. Good night." Clarissa nodded then turned to walk away. Diaz and Anindita noticed that Clarissa's face was slightly irritated. There might be something. It seemed she fought with Adimasta again. "What's w

Clarissa looked up at the tall building in front of her. Magnificent and beautiful. In the church building, Diaz and Anindita would hold their wedding. Some people were coming into the building. Their faces were smiling. Definitely looking forward to a beautiful wedding ceremony.Clarissa's heart was pounding a little. Diaz, what would he look like in a cool suit as a groom? Clarissa once pictured the handsome lecturer smiling in a bridal outfit. By his side he is holding intimately, a beautiful girl, his own student. Clarissa.It was all just a dream. Today Clarissa would enter the building, seeing Diaz as a groom, not with her, but with her boyfriend's sister. Why did life make such a strange game?"Honey, why don't you come in?" A pat on Clarissa's shoulder. And that question, made Clarissa turned her head.Rosita stood by Clarissa's side. Yeah, Clarissa's mom was coming. Of course. Adimasta’s mother was Mama Clarissa's friend. Surely Rosita was

Yenny's question made Clarissa smile wryly. Diaz's wedding. All good, smooth, good. But it had made Clarissa a little upset."You're doing well, right?" Yenny saw Clarissa's smile and immediately knew something was up."I feel strange with myself. It's hard to see Diaz married. Seriously. I don't know, why I have this feeling." Clarissa really couldn't keep anything from Yenny.Yenny looked at Clarissa. So, the professor hasn't been lost in Clarissa's mind yet? Then, wasn't there Adimasta with her? How would Adimasta feel if he knew this?"Forget it now. Diaz is someone's husband. And you, you're Adi's girlfriend. Remember that. What would Adi think if he knew you were upset because of Mr. Diaz? He must be sad, Clay." Yenny said firmly.

Clarissa quickly opened the message from her father.- Clarissa, can I meet you? I want to talk, both of us.Clarissa's chest was beating faster. She remembered the last time she saw Arlon with his family. And Clarissa was furious. She just left without giving her father a chance to talk to her. Since that time, Clarissa has chosen not to communicate with Arlon. Her feeling that she was no longer important to her father was deeper. So, it was better for her to not communicate with him anymore.Clarissa wasn't sure if she wanted to meet her father. She didn’t want her father to give her false hope. She was afraid Arlon would come again with his wife and child.- Clarissa, I will only take 30 minutes.Arlon's message came back in. Clarissa ruffled her hair. Her annoyance reappeared when she remembered that afternoon when she arrived at the hotel where her father was staying.A message came in again. Did her father