Semua Bab It's Just I Love You (English): Bab 31 - Bab 40

(Ian POV)   Being alone living in this world. Fighting to survive. Believing there is still hope. Only one's strength is expected. The only one sympathizes and resists every day of life. Only yourself alone.   I was young, stupid, naive, and didn't know much about the world. Lives on the belief that smiling is a weakness. I was living alone with complete darkness and cruelty, when I was around that time, I saw your face! It was you, Nate.   The first time I heard your voice, I felt like I could breathe again.   Because of your light that gave light to my path. I believed that I should not have touched your hand because I was afraid of being removed from the place where I should be, I should only be in the dark, but you saved me and dazzled me with your light.   But I had a feeling that sooner or later, where I am getting used to the light you caused, you will

It's been a year since Nate and I got along, but until now I'm still ashamed of him and I still can't say how much I love him and how grateful I am for everything he did.         I have given him nothing but a headache ever since, and I have done nothing to replace all his kindness to me.         During times when I was empty, Nate came to dig me out of the depths of despair. He is always been, my hero!         I've changed a lot since I meet and hold Nate. Before, I couldn't even smile because I felt there was no reason to be happy or smile at all. I experienced so much trauma.         I was surprised when Nate arrived which changed my perspective. He was the first person to not care about my dirty past.     &nbs

(Nate POV)         I had fun every day with Ian. In the morning we have to deal with each other's businesses, in the evening we go home to each other's arms of course.         But as they say, life is not all fun and enjoyment.         I've been restless before! There seems to be something bad going on.         I'm already at the Casino Clique and rushing to sign the paper works so that I go to Ian. Apart from the fact that I miss him, I am also worried about him. Shall I leave to see him, it's weird like this! I'm nervous!   I feel like there's something bad going to happen to him.         My cellphone rang.    

(1 month later)         (Ian POV)         I have recovered and today is the day Bexon says to introduce me to his staff.         I just followed him. We entered a room where men of his age gathered.         His companions were rich and powerful people.         "Guys our new allied, Ian Mercado." Bexon introduced me to his colleagues.         Allied your face!         Everyone there was silent.         "They're all amazed at how you look. Look, they can't speak." Bexon whispered.    

(Nate POV)         I just stared at the sleeping Ian.         I'm with Kerwyn.         Next to Zaki’s bed, we were in a hospital-owned by Zaki’s family.         Ian was hit by a gun!         Zaki was badly injured because he caught the bullet that was supposed to be mine!         I'll kill that bastard Bexon. I'll kill him! I'll fucking kill that trash!         "I'll avenge Ian and Zaki. Watch over them for me." I beg Kerwyn.         "Are you crazy? You can't handle Bexon alone!"