All Chapters of Azmia's Writing (Bam's little notes): Chapter 21 - Chapter 27

Azmia's life journey is not easy, there are always clashes that sharpen her body and soul to become stronger and friends with destiny. The reality of her friends' lives - painful, bitter, hypocrisy, lies - is not much different from what she experienced, making Azmia aware. In this world there is no perfection, everything goes according to the will of the ruler of heaven and earth.However, the presence of Baren, a past that has almost been forgotten makes Azmia a little hesitant with her heart. Losing Mica makes her distance herself from Bram, Baren's arrival seems to fill the emptiness in Azmia's heart.Is it wrong if Azmia turns away from Bram and welcomes Baren who is always there for her???AZMIAPreparing myself in front of the mirror, convincing myself that my appearance is not excessive. Then stepping out of the women's toilet to meet Desy, Wulan, and Riska, they are already in front of the courtroom. We arrived at the divorce hearing for Mytha with her husband Rudi, giving her

“Hi, Bram, it’s been a long time since I wrote a letter to you, like when we first met. Do you still remember, Bram?‘A special man for Mother’, that’s what Mother called you. It turned out to be true, you are so special, even though you are not a perfect man. You hurt and disappoint me so often, but you are the best for me, for our children. I can finally understand the unconditional love you have.Did you know, Bram, Bi Mun invited me to the Grand Mosque, to attend the weekly study that she regularly attends. Ibu Fahri, who was giving the sermon at that time, discussed Surah Al-Ashr, the 103rd chapter of Juz 30, a short letter that was revealed in the city of Mecca. The letter was very short, but its contents were very deep:‘By time. Indeed, mankind is in loss, except for those who believe and do good deeds and advise each other to truth and advise each other to patience.’Life in this world is short, Bram. I don’t know how much longer I will be given. No, I don’t want to waste it

After being in a coma for five days, Azmia woke up from her long sleep. She saw Bram sitting beside the bed, fast asleep, his face very pale and wrinkled. With a weak voice, she called..."Braamm..." Azmia called weakly.There was no response, apparently Bram was very tired after several nights of not sleeping waiting, hoping, and praying non-stop for Azmia to wake up soon. Once again Azmia called his name, even though it was difficult - her body felt weak and powerless. She tried a little louder to be heard."Braamm...!" Azmia called a little louder.While shaking her hands, trying to wake Bram up. After a few moments, Bram finally woke up and couldn't believe what he saw. He blinked, wondering if it was a dream or real, Azmia came to and rubbed his hands gently."Mia...?!" Bram shoutedAzmia smiled weakly at him, wanting to hug the man, but what could she do, her body condition did not agree with her wishes."Sister...!!!" Bram shouted while pressing the bell beside the bed.“Mia, f

AZMIATime keeps moving forward, never stopping, forcing everyone to move forward. Three months have passed, but Desy's departure still leaves sorrow for everyone. The baby brother named Satria Desyana Hamdani, can already roll over. Mrs. Halimah herself takes care of Satria and Dina, she loves Dina and Satria very much like her own children.I, Mytha, Riska, and Wulan come to visit Mrs. Halimah's house almost every week. Seeing the joy on Dina and Satria's faces feels calm, Desy must be happy because her children are well cared for by Mrs. Halimah and Mr. Hamdan.The last memory with Desy, lunch at Botani Square crossed my mind, both eyes closed remembering how beautiful Desy was wearing a knee-length sky blue blouse combined with white trousers, wearing a white hijab with a small blue flower pattern. Imagining the jokes and happy laughter at that time, it turned out to be the last meeting. That's why Desy hugged us one by one, as if saying goodbye.“The destiny of life...”Sighing t