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We went outside because Oliver said it is good to talk about these matters outside. I agree and we went to a familiar place. The central park. It’s already evening that’s why there are almost no people outside. He led me to the bench near at the fountain and we sit together. I am uncomfortable now that I know he already know me plus he also said that he likes me. I am happy but I am still afraid to what will happen in the future. I cannot say a word or even take a glance to the person beside me and I am so quiet. “Hey, why so silent?” He asked me. I just look at him and I don’t know what kind of face I am making but I want to tell him I am embarrass and uncomfortable at the same time. I am trying to make myself comfortable but I still can’t so I just stare at him and I saw him smile. “I am sorry for the sudden confession but I am just being honest with my feelings because I waited for almost decade” He said. He sound so sad and

I comb my hair using my own hand and I look to the side while sitting in a lazy manner. Then I heard the flash of the camera, it flashes so many time that I think it is more than 10 times. “Okay different pose!” The camera man said. So I diligently obey and I stand then I look at the camera with fierce look. My hand is on my pocket and I twist my body from the side to change angle while the camera man is just clicking his camera. “Okay, we’re done” The cameraman said and he puts down his camera. The staff gives me water and I drink it. Argh so tiring! I don’t know if I can last long again. Am I getting older and I can already feel the pain of the oldies? But I am just only 26. Photo shoots are tiring but acting is more brutal that is why I quitted my part in the drama where Matthew Styles are in. I am actually his best friend there and not Chryss but the role of the character is not so me so I decided to decline. Well I still have a lo

I don’t know what kind of relationship I have with Oliver but I swear he is extra bold and sweet today. For example when I woke up earlier, he called me and asked me if I want to have breakfast with him. Well of course I agree and he immediately said that he is my door already. When he already here inside he is the one who do the works from preparing and in washing the dishes.He just left a reminder that I should not skip lunch. Well how can I not when I am too busy writing and if he will always asking for the manuscript. But he is still sweet.I just let myself under the shower flooding with the thoughts of him. I don’t know what to say but he is doing things like we are a couple.Our conversation that night made me realize that Oliver is really serious. I never thought he would have feelings that for me but look at me blaming him for everything that happened to me. I am such a coward and a dumb person. I can only say that I was too young that time

Jesse's I woke up early and I stare outside the window of our apartment. I barely see any cars and people outside. Of course who would want to go outside when there is a terrifying and deadly virus that spreading? I leave my bed and head to the kitchen to make myself a coffee. While making, I saw that there is no more coffee bean in the cabinet. Well after I drink this, I will buy a coffee. I sit on my sofa and I feel a little cold. I blushed when I remember what happened yesterday and I remembered that I am only wearing a boxers. Anyways, it is only 5 in the morning. Before, I always waking up so late because I am so tired of work and I am lacking of sleep but now, because of this pandemic there are many company that closes and the other people are being quarantine and held up in their work. Oliver and I are lucky enough because we still have our work and the company agreed that we can work at home. Also the other day

Today is Monday. Yeah Monday, the day where all the employees should start to work and today Oliver left very early. He is the Chief Editor of the publishing company where I published my own works. He is very busy that he can’t even say good morning to me in person because is in a hurry. I am not mad or anything, I am just worried that he can’t even eat his breakfast because of too much obedience. Might as well I start to work, I don’t want to disappoint Oliver because he is very kind to me. Wait  I forgot to check my latest work on the bookstore. I am curious if they are buying my so-boring book. I’ll eat outside later for my breakfast after I check the bookstore who bought copies of my books. But the thing is… I forgot what is that store. Hmmm. I remember it sounds like Novel but I forgot the whole name! Well I’ll eat first maybe I am too hungry too recall its name. So I decided to take a