บททั้งหมดของ Chasing Sunlight: บทที่ 31 - บทที่ 36

AURORA I got home as fast as possible and ran straight to my bedroom, crying into my pillow. I can't believe the things Kiran said to me. What about our dozens of times hanging out together? He didn't seem to have a problem with me then, so why now? Was it the kiss? Did I take it too far? Maybe it's the guys at the new gym? Maybe they're influencing him? I can't tell him to leave the gym when he quite literally just found it, that would be awful of me to do and it's not my place to do it. I should have stayed home after my nap and not gone out for a run - none of this would have happened if I hadn't been out and saw him. No! Stop blaming yourself, Aurora! He said awful things to you! Now anytime someone tells me my name is that of a Disney princess, all I'm  going to hear is Kiran yelling, "You don't belong with me, you belong in some fucking Disney movie!" I frowned. I always thought that people loved Disney, I didn't

KIRAN "Mr. and Mrs. Williams," I greeted as they entered the waiting room where I had been sitting, "How is she?" They looked at each other and then Mrs. Williams said to me, "Kiran, Peter, and I would like to thank you for finding and bringing Aurora here, but we think you should leave." I swallowed, "Did she ask you to kick me out?" "No." "Yes." Her parents answered at the same time and Mrs. Williams looked at her husband in disbelief when he answered yes, all while keeping his eyes on Kiran with a strong and intimidating look. No matter if it was Aurora to ask me to leave or her parents, I'm clearly not welcomed here, so I nodded my head to them and left. Once outside the hospital and in the fresh, crisp air, I knew I wouldn't be able to go home and sit still, so I decided to walk to the gym - I had to get the car, anyway, so two birds with one stone. It was a forty-minute walk, and all the time I kept seeing

AURORA My heart skipped a beat and my stomach dropped when I heard the knock on the door. I had been organizing things to donate before we moved while my parents were finishing up some things with their work before we packed up the house.My parents understood my uneasiness being back in the house, and I'm thankful for the move and how quickly they had gotten everything into motion. I see things differently now. I think differently. My mind has been rewired to assume that everyone meant me harm, that no one was who they claimed to be, and it was a horrifying revelation. When I saw it was Kiran, I was filled with relief more than anything, but I was also nervous to answer the door. I didn't know what he could be here to say that he hadn't said at the hospital or the night before Gabe's attack. Since I'm leaving, and I don't know if I'll ever see him again, I spilled everything to him. Every thought, emotion, feeling that I ever f