After our amazing sex I start filling Dax in on everything my Mum had told us. He wasn't too pleased about all the lies, but he could understand why she did it.The next couple of week were spent just trying to sort everything out after the fight. Fix all the broken things around the pack lands and removing all the rubble and broken trees.More importantly we spent it helping the families that had lost someone and supporting those that had lost their mate as that was one of the hardest things to ever having to deal with, literally loosing the other part of your soul, no one could ever fully recover from that and most chose not to stay in this world.Lisa kept in contact with me now and we spoke a couple of times a week, she wouldn't tell me where she was as she knew that I would go see her and she didn't want me to get in trouble and she didn't want me to be too close to the vampires, as she didn't know if they all knew what I looked like or not.The more

I didn't want to leave my Mum behind, but the only chance I would have to get away could be now and my Mum died to save me I couldn't let that go to waste by staying with her and dying now.I had to wait for the silver to wear off so that I could mind link Dax until then I was now completely on my own.Giving her one last hug and kiss on the cheek, I stand up with tears in my eyes. I take one last look at her and head towards the door.I look out just a little to make sure there was no one there and all I see is one big hollow corridor with a small light coming from the end. I just hope that there is no one there and that it is the sun shining through and not just a light from someone down there.I make sure to take small quiet steps and try to make sure that I am not breathing too heavy, if there is any vampires or wolves here they would be able to hear me. I just keep walking and the light at the end is getting much bigger now."A..ora." I pause

Sitting down with Richard and Riggs in front of me, I didn't know how to say the words to them. How do I tell them out Mum is dead and she is gone because she saved me so it is all my fault. Everything is my fault, everything that is going on with the pack, everyone dying lately and all the attacks it was all my fault and now I could feel the anger that my Mum was talking about before the elves turned bad. It might not be at the level yet but what if I turned evil and killed everyone. I just sat there with them looking at me waiting for me to tell them why I asked for them to meet me here. "Sis what is it? Just tell us please, I'm not liking the look on your face right now." Richard says to me. Dax squeezes my hand as he is sat in the seat beside me. I take a deep breath and as a tear falls from my eyes I say "Mum is gone." "What do you mean Mum is gone, where is she? Where has she gone?" Riggs asks. Richard just sits there in silence he knew what I meant. "Sorry Riggs but your

Feeling that betrayal again, it was not a good feeling at all and it was not one I ever wanted to feel again."Sue" I said stupidly like she was someone else when she was stood right in front of me."How stupid you are, thinking I was your friend. Thinking I was one of your protectors when in fact I was one causing you the most harm.""You haven't done anything to me you stupid bitch." I say to her before I could keep my mouth closed, I couldn't help getting mad. Last time I just hung there and let it happen to me and I wasn't going to let that be the case this time." Oh you think that is correct? Well I have news for you I was the reason mummy dearest was taken. So I'm the reason she is dead." She paused for a second and then continued with" Well you are the real reason she is dead just like so many people in the pack will be soon enough and it is all your fault. I hope you have Dax a real nice goodbye this morning as it's the last one you will