Lahat ng Kabanata ng You are my FLAME: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

Dream... you are my dream. You come and go as you wish, Even when I am awake. My heart flutters spreading its wings, Sensing your heat. Losing myself alone in my room, My body blooms, smelling you. You arrived like rain, Sending shivers with your gaze. Makes me wanna get drench, Soaking my every inch. Look at me and touch. Teasing me is a bit much. Let me feel all of you. And let the storm slowly brew. Like the fireworks in the sky, Let's get high and dry. I was standing in the middle of a forest surrounded by green everywhere. It wasn't raining but the raindrops falling from leaves due to the breeze looked like it was raining. I could feel the wet ground under my bare feet. I inhaled the smell of r

"I have been always angry at my parents since you know when. Maybe it was because of my age or maybe I really hated them for what they did to me. But on our last summer vacation, it changed." Jay started talking about what's troubling him for the past few weeks."Seeing Vian traveling around with his father and you being with your mom, I felt alone and left out. I felt a prick in my heart every time you talk about the things you did with your mother and when I saw the pictures of Vian with his father. I felt empty unlike before even though I have you guys and I started missing my parents especially my mom.""They weren't always like this, you know? I still remember my mom's smiling face when she looks at me. My dad was always been a drunk but he used to be a good dad when he wasn't high. I don't know what changed or when it all changed. Before I know it, my life was ruined.""So after seeing you guys like that I wanted to be with my parents. I thought maybe they

On the way, I received a text from my mom. 'We need to talk.' Right then I knew she received a call from the Principal's office. And I didn't tell her that I was going to a boy's house to do an assignment. She is really going to freak out.I decided to text her that I am going to Ryan's house and deal with her later about the incident at school."Is there a problem?" Ryan asked me distracting me from my phone."No... I was just texting my Grandma that I will be back for dinner." I lied. For that Ryan just nodded his head.That is when I noticed my surrounding. His car has the standard Porsche interior with black leather seats. By the looks of it, it was customized as a sports car."Nice car." I started the conversation to end the awkward silence."Thanks. It was a gift from my dad for my last birthday." He said without taking his eyes off of the road."That's nice," I said while trying to comb my hair away which was vigorously coming

I was walking to school followed by two confused gazes. Vian and Jay were curious and confused, but they followed me quietly giving me space. I was processing everything that happened last night. After I heard what he said, I slowly walked to my room without saying anything and went to bed.I heard whispers of them outside my door until I fell asleep. I guess they were contemplating whether to knock on the door. I was grateful that they decided otherwise. I was neither in the mood nor in the right mind to talk. Strangely I slept very well but everything came back once I woke up in the morning.It hurts to the extent that I can't even breathe. I want to cry but I couldn't. Something heavy in my chest making me breathe hard and blocking my tears to fall.I know why it hurts. I can't even imagine him being with someone else. But more than that, it angered me that he didn't confide in me when it comes to his dating life. Jay was cool with it, but I can't. I am not e

Why the human mind is so complicated? Or is the heart? Does our heart really have the ability to think differently from our mind as people say?Because my mind knows what I shouldn't do but my heart craves for it. Just because I listen to my heart, am I considered weak in this world?I don't know how long I cried that night before drifting off to sleep. I spent that night thinking a lot about which path I should take. After an ample amount of thinking and considering a lot of scenarios, I came to a decision that is good for everyone.I need to get rid of these feelings for Vian if I don't want to mess up my friendship with Vian and Jay. To do that, first I need some distance from Vian, and I need a distraction. Only one person can give me both right now.The next day although the thought of Vian being with Hazel on a date tortured me, I didn't let it take over me. I spent every minute of the day making up my mind about letting Vian go and not getting hurt