Lahat ng Kabanata ng So Much, For Love: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

Lizzy I was shocked when Trevor walked through the front doors of my shop, we hadn’t talked to each other for a few years but he was the only family member who kept in touch with me after my mom’s death. He came to know about my shop through my dad, I wasn’t thrilled at his mention but hey! At least he remembers that his daughter is still alive. Trevor said he was here on a project and wanted to catch up with me, I didn’t mind he’s been nice to me, we went to the same high school until his dad had to transfer and he left California. After that, we kept in touch through a few phone calls a week and that transformed into a few texts a week. I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t good to see a familiar face in this big city. Trevor had dark blonde hair and a naturally tanned skin; his body was built but I liked Markus’s better. He was a decent looking guy and anyone viewing from the outside might think we were a couple, but Markus? How could he think so little of me?

LizzyHe turns his attention to my other nipple and rolls it between his tongue, I cry out and by this time I can’t take it anymore, “I need you” I say in a strangled voice. “I need you inside me Markus” I repeat, he smirks and me and rips my panties off me, actually rips them and I gasp. Then he presses two fingers on my sex and says “so fucking ready for me”, ugh! He is wasting time, I lift my hands and start unbuckling his belt, he chuckles that dark chuckle that makes me come on the spot but lets me take of his trouser pants and boxers.He’s big! Guess now we know from where he gets all his confidence, he retrieves a condom from his wallet and wraps it around his very hard, very large and very proud dick. His eyes lock with mine and I gulp, I think he notices that I’m panicking because he bends down and strokes my hair “relax” he utters and very slowly starts to enter in

Lizzy The whole day after our little sex drive, I was tired as hell but it was a good kind of tired and the smile on my face never left even for a minute. Every memory from last night was carved in my brain with so much precision, it was like a DVD being played in HD quality and my stupid brain kept playing it over and over again making me blushed every half an hour, it was quite embarrassing really, ‘it was just sex Lizzy’ I remind myself, why does it affect me so much then? Of course, the sex was amazing, like I said it shouldn’t matter much, but it does and I don’t want to know the reason behind it because if I go there, then my doom is surely coming faster than I realized. I’m so cheery the whole day, it reminds me of the Lizzy I was before all shit went to hell, she was just like me, carefree and magnificent if Markus liked me now, he would have loved me then even more. Markus, that man can take your life out of your body in front of you

LizzyI took a deep breath and recalled all the events from last night, how does sex with this guy gets better and better each time? And why can’t I resist him? I know answers to both of these questions and yet I can’t seem to wrap my head around it. After he came rushing to my shop yesterday, I couldn’t keep myself from melting in his arms and holding on to his warmth, he smelled like home and everything I’ve ever wanted.When he pulled me in for a kiss, my heart squeezed in my chest and it felt different this time, more intimate than all the sex we’d ever had, it felt like invisible strings pulling us together and keeping us attached, no matter how far we were. We went to my apartment yesterday, no particular reason other than the fact that it was closer but this time he didn’t ravage me like the day before, he was gentle, and sweet even, he made LOVE to me last night and that’s what took me off guard.

LizzyIf someone asks me about the one time in my life that I truly enjoyed or lived the most? It would be this week and not all those years I spent in college learning about chocolates because even though it is my passion it doesn’t give me the sense of security that spending my time with Markus does. For once, I wasn’t scared to give Markus and me a chance, it could be a very spontaneous decision and it might back fire at any given time but what is life without a few risks anyway? It was a Saturday when I got to meet his brother and mind you, it was not a very good first impression and I think that memory will haunt me for the rest of my glorious life.The morning sun light peeked from the curtains and spread all across my face, this is annoying. I groaned and put out a single hand to see if Markus was still in bed, surprisingly he wasn’t. So, I dragged myself out of the bed and made my way to the bathroom to get rid of my crocodile