Lahat ng Kabanata ng Married to the Gangster: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

JosiahEunice ignored me even harder than she used to do. It’s been six long weeks since the unexpected hug I gave her but there was nothing that happened right after.I could not see Kyle Kim lurking around her, though. But that doesn’t mean he’s not pushing his luck on her. It’s just that she walks away even before he could approach her.That’s good enough for me. At least, she’s out of trouble.The whole gang has been busy in preparing for the coming of Glyph. It’s been four months since they sent that message but they are not showing up. We’ve been into gang fights for the past months but they were never Glyph. And there was no word from them.Sage was playing with his nunchucks when I entered the HQ. He was alone in the living room as he maneuvered his weapon. I can hear the sound of the bow letting go of an arrow before hitting the wood from the backyard. It must be Dorian and h

JosiahFuck.I am fucked.God damn it.I sat on bed with the worst case of hangover in my whole life. It feels like my head is going to break in half.But that’s not what concerns me right now.Flashback of what I had done and said to Eunice came like a tornado in my head, making me curse every single word in my head.The door suddenly opened and I stilled when Eunice came with a tray on her hands. Her eyes widened when she saw me. It’s as if she didn’t expect me to be awake yet.I swallowed and just massaged my head. Damn it.She slowly placed the tray on the bedside table and turned to go away.I looked up and watched as she slowly left the room. I glanced at the tray and saw our usual breakfast meal with a glass of water and a tablet of medicine.Something inside me constricted as I stared at it. I don’t want to think about anything malicious but I couldn’t.

JosiahSeeing Eunice with Dorian made me see red. I couldn’t stop myself from probing. I can’t stop myself from asking why I feel this way when I know I shouldn’t.Eunice is my wife on papers. I should stop this feeling.But I couldn’t.I couldn’t stop myself from caring for her. I couldn’t stop this awful feeling in my chest whenever I see her with someone else. It sucks. This fucking sucks.Eunice is mad at me. I can see from the way she glares at me that she is. I don’t understand why though.We’re all seated in front of the dining table and I just helped her place food on her plate. It took me a lot of courage to do that because all of my friends are watching.Sage smirked at me and I just gave him a lazy smile.I looked back at Eunice who’s busy eating her food right now. She’s not looking up but then I saw Dorian staring at her as she eats.

JosiahI watched Eunice sleep in my arms. She cried a lot tonight and it’s all because of me.I hated myself for that. Was I deserving of her tears? Dorian said I am a douche, and I admit to his claim. I am a douchebag for having a wife and a girlfriend at the same time.My friends told me to not lead Eunice on but what have I done? I kissed her and now I’m cuddling with her on our bed. I didn’t know why I have to do that.Eunice is innocent among all this. I was guilty of everything.I took a deep breath and pulled her closer to me. I am guilty of everything but why does it feel so right now that she is in my arms? It feels so right that I don’t care if I’d be guilty for the rest of her life.I stared at her face and my eyes went to her lips. My breathing hitched when I remembered how good her lips tasted. Her kiss is like a forbidden fruit. It’s worth a grave sin.I could remember

JosiahWatching Eunice eat is so fascinating, especially now because of the curious eyes of her friends.I know that they know how Eunice and I started. They were at the wedding and they probably know a lot about our marriage.Nanette was throwing me glances as I continued to feeding Eunice. She heaved a heavy breath. “Are you serious with our friend?”Eunice stopped chewing and narrowed her eyes at her friend. She was obviously taken aback and I can’t deny that I am, too.Among all her friends, I believe Nanette and Mitch are the straight-forward ones. Mona was obviously quiet but I believe that she’s like Dorian. She only talks once but it seeps into the system.I looked at Nanette and nodded. “I am.”Nanette raised her brows. Mitch leaned on the table as she gave me a look like asking me to elaborate more on that. Mona was blankly staring at me like she’s trying to weigh me