Lahat ng Kabanata ng Her Long List of Ex-Lovers: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

I can’t even imagine how weird I am looking at Knight right now. He likes me. He just told me he likes me and my heart is beating crazy. He’s too close for Christ’s sake!I chuckled awkwardly. “You’re kidding.” I told him and he narrowed his eyes on me. I cleared my throat. “I mean, yeah, sure. You like me as a friend.” I re-organized my sentence because I think he felt a bit burdened.“Of course,” he said as he looked away.Oh, Knight. I like you, too. But more than how you like me. I like you to be mine. I like you to date me. More than just a friend. It will be a shock if I told you about it, right now, so I’d rather not.I shut my eyes to regain my cool. Damn it, Ashejan! Get your shit together or else!“Serena…” My voice trailed because he stiffened. “…does she like you back?” I asked him.Damn it. He’s too innocent and naï

“What?” I asked as I heard Knight’s words.He chuckled. “Why? Don’t you want me to date you?” He asked me.Holy crap! This question is even harder than the hardest Chemical equation to be balanced. Why is he asking me this right now? And where is he coming from? What happened to the cutie Knight?He must have seen my shocked expression because he pouted. “I’m just kidding, Ashejan.” He told me to my dismay. Why would you take your words back, stupid?! You said you’d freaking date me!“I know I can’t compare to all the boys around you.” He spoke and I was stunned. Did he think he’s inferior from these boys?Ugh! Damn it! Why do they have to come at me at this time? They left me and broke up with me so they should just stay away from me. Not like this.“They can’t compare to you, Knight.” I told him and he looked at me. I smiled at him. &ldquo

"You know how to paint?" I asked Knight as we walked to the seven-tier brick pagoda to paint the scenery of the temple and Han River at sunset.He chuckled and gave me a look. "Of course I can." He beamed as he took my hand in his.I was shocked at his sudden gesture and he raised his brow on me."We're dating, right?" He asked me and I can't help but blush.Hell, yes, Knighton Javier! We are dating.He chuckled as he saw my expression. "You're cute." He commented and I swear I blushed even more.We looked for a good spot to paint and stayed there."The sunset is beautiful." I stated as I looked at the beautiful velvet sky.I heard Knight chuckle beside me as he started the painting. I felt really sorry because I actually couldn't do well in arts.I looked at him and he's smiling at the canvass. "What?" I asked him and he shook his head.I narrowed my eyes on him and he just chuckled. "Why are you laughing at me?"

Knight and I had a lot of fun that night. It’s true that the musical is one of the bests. The actors were all good and you can see the chemistry of each one on stage.Though I didn’t focus on the musical one hundred percent because I am thinking of Knight’s arm brushing with mine on the arm rest, I still enjoyed the musical.But damn. How can I stop all these butterflies from making me feel uncomfortable when Knight is around? I don’t know. They just happen to always be there to annoy me and my system. Only God knows how one touch could make me crazy!Knight brought me home before eleven o’clock, much to my disappointment and delight as the same time. Disappointment because I wanted to be with him some more and delight because I didn’t go back on my note for my parents.Damn. I’ve never felt this attracted to a man before. Not even all the attractions I’ve felt for all of my exes combined would reach this in

Knight laced his fingers with mine as we walked home that day. Up until now, I still couldn’t believe this. It still felt surreal. I still couldn’t make myself believe that I am here, holding hands with Knight Javier, dating him.Well, how could I believe it? I don’t know where all his feels are coming from. He didn’t tell me how he liked me in the first place. He doesn’t tell me that he likes my smile, or my face or the way I dress or even my attitude.He just told me that I’m different. I’m ordinary in his eyes.And then there’s Serena who gets too close to him at school. It’s as if she wanted to eat him alive, all for herself. I don’t like it. Hell, what kind of girlfriend wanted to see another girl ogle at her boyfriend like that? The only thing I’m curious is of their relationship. Why doesn’t Knight push him away?I wanted to know. I want to know now because I know that the imag