Alle Kapitel von Essence of Rebel : Kapitel 11 – Kapitel 15

RAVEN This office work is freakishly terrible now that I AM doing it . I never really thought it was this hard . When will the fucking night fall and I’ll go on that stupid date .  Well not that stupid if I really want to go . Okay Raven, don't think about it . Wait , I need to think about it . If I don't, how am I gonna figure out the situation.  Seriously, what nonsense am I thinking? “I want to leave.” I whined to myself , lowering my head on the desk .  “Then let’s leave.” A deep voice past my desk . I rapidly lifted my head up . Aiden walked past me in a hurry.  

RAVEN   Quickly backing off , I stared at him in disbelief . What does he mean by that? Calling me by that name and then kissing me ?    “Mam , are you alright in there?” The voice of the sales lady outside the dressing room caught our attention . I never even blinked before hurting someone and now I’m shaking .    I think the situation is going to get worse and worse . This is really not right . I need to make him remember that I am not her .    For real I am not her . That little girl who used to be so kind and generous had died inside me a long time ago . I can’t just turn it all back . It has already happened and his father killed that girl .    I need to

RAVEN The fight was rather exhausting . Who the fuck bring along 50 men to a fucking dinner? Not like someone would kill him though I wanted to. But looking at Aiden’s face , I probably won’t do that.  “Are you alright?” I breathed , twisting my wrist . It hurts but doesn’t matter. He simply nodded once with an unchanged wide eyes and mouth hanging open .  I turned , walking towards Denver who was now on his knees , begging for mercy. I smirked looking at him without pity. Why should I feel empathy for someone like him? Who knows how many lives he has ruined till now .  “Please...Please , let me go . I’ll do as you say.” He pleaded , lowering his head . I grabbed his face and