Sometimes you the moments that you are the most frightened of are the moments that feel right.And this brings me to this moment; as I watch the Doctor come through that door, it is as if my very own life starts flashing in front of my eyes, and all I can think of is Tyler.The man that I have and will give my life up for.It feels like just yesterday that we met each other. He, Tyler, you, you were and still are my one and only love.From the moment we first met to this day, if there is one thing that has always been constant is love, care and excitement, and the fear of the unknown. I was single and likely to stay single until I didn't meet you. Going back in time, from the day I saw you first, stared into your eyes, and dived deep into your soul, and everything appears to me as a fairy tale. Time has never passed so fast. This is, by all means, the best time of my life. It's like I have got everything I ever asked for. A partner for life, a best friend

…Tyler POV...Over the past few weeks, I have learned a lot about myself. I thought that being a Sheriff means that you are the strongest man that there can be. Yet, learning about hope and faith, having the will to see that there is always going to be a tomorrow, is a far greater strength than what a man in uniform can bring.This has by far been the greatest learning experience for me, and even though we might have come through it this far, it does not mean that the battle is not over. I think that only now the true healing will begin. And that I can with almost all certainty say as I am now staring Jenna in eyes that are very much wide open.And as she nearly leaps in my arms, the flood of emotions, the fear of losing her comes flooding like a raging river from eyes that have grown far puffier than they should be.With only but a gentle squeeze of my hand instead, she softly whispers to me, “It is good you finally joining us.”

Fate is what takes you down that road you ever so often avoid taking. Take, for instance, driving down a deserted road and finding a woman that was stuck and helpless pulled off on the side. At the time, I had no idea that it was where I was supposed to be with whom I am meant to be, doing what I should be doing...falling in love.I wish I could have blamed gravity, but the truth was I fell in love. I fell deeper and deeper until I reached the deepest point. In the middle of all my chaos, there she was. You can call it destiny, or you can call it fate; the point is you will fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.Now that unexpected love has brought us to this point where both our lives, our love, and our future depend on what will happen next.I know that this is a crossroad that we are finding ourselves. We know how we got here, but we are not sure where it is headed.And it’s confusing. One way seems smooth and e

They say that happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know that you left open.Should this be said about fear?I wish I knew. All that I know is that changes are often very scary, especially if you do not know where you are heading.Though we are heading back to where it all started…well, that is for me, and perhaps for this chapter in Tyler’s life. But the only thing that I can say is that I have not seen him so happy in a while. The happiness that is radiating from his face brings a warmth to my heart.I just wished that he had told me this sooner then none of this would have happened. But as we have come to known is that if there is a monster out there that is waiting for you, he will come; no matter what, he will find you.Well, I can, with all honesty, say that there will be no more monsters coming my way. So in a way, we are getting a clean start but only back where we truly wanted to be, or should I say where w

…Jenna POV…I am fourteen weeks pregnant now.The morning sickness has mostly passed, and I am starting to feel the best parts of being an expecting mother. I have stopped counting how many times Tyler rubs my belly a day. He has, in the times that I really get sick, he has started reading to our baby. We decided that we do not want to know what the sex of the baby is, even though I still firmly believe it is a boy. We need something to look forward to, not only the pregnancy but the joy of a surprise.So it is with great difficulty that I am finding something to wear. Even though I do not keep much in these days, I have grown rather bigger than what Tyler likes to refer to as a bus. This rules out the option of trying to fit into one of my favorite skinny jeans completely out. With much frustration, I slip on my very favorite dress and meet up with Tyler that is patiently jumping out of his skin."I have always love that dress," he says as