...Tyler POV...God, I nearly thought that Jenna was going to faint.I never have before experienced excitement and yet been more terrified at the same time.It is truly amazing how the things you desire can bring you to your knees. In saying things, I do mean a woman, that one such a creature can break down your defenses. I always believed that a woman should be my undoing, but this is an undoing that I do welcome. And as I stand here, I have never been so sure about anything in this life and the lifetime before.But let me tell you a story of a man so lost and incomplete that he dwelled for years in trying to find that one thing that he eluded him so, love. The man that tells you that they do not desire to experience love and not be love in return is not only a liar and a fool.Now how do you love? You love with your heart and your head, your instinct and your experience. Should you lack any of these, there shall always be another way; you shall

...Tyler POV...I have brought Jenna to a nice outdoor restaurant that plays live music on Sundays. She has just moved off into the crowd towards the dance floor. So I find myself scanning the floor from one blonde to the other. There is no sight of her, not even a glimpse, but that is when I spot her. With one confident smile on a face that can barely hold it, I make my way downstairs into the crowd. I love this thing my heart does every time I see her. I love the rush of the tingles of pleasure that my eyes bring whenever I lay them on her.And god, laying them on her now is earning me a rather aching bulge in my pants which I have no desire to even hide at the present moment. Now, this is done for only two reasons, first the obvious of just seeing her, the second being that whatever it is that she is wearing, is sending my heart racing in only but one way. She is wearing a tight seductive red dress that only but accentuates every curve of her body.This girl

…Jenna POV...Much to my relief, the Doctor's visit goes far faster than I hoped it to, now the only horrible thing now is to wait. This time I have no idea what can be wrong; we have seemed to fight all the battles that we can fight, but yet they say never to tempt fate, so therefore I shall remain hopeful.I once again hate that I have to put Tyler through all of this pain again, he has just come out of his very own ordeal, and I still don't know how he is coping with it, for he does not truly see himself lately anymore.I guess we are both fighting our battles pretty much in our own way, yet we still try to remain there for each other. I wish our relationship could be back to where it used to be, but then that is something that can only be hoped for in its own time. Somehow, sometimes, I think that we will never get back to where we were before.Well, I do fear with each day that our relationship is now more than ever just doomed from the start.

…Tyler POV…We have just come back from a great ordeal. Jenna has only just survived, should I even dare to say, an experience that could have gone different in so many ways with Brendan and then me with my very own near-death scare, now we are heading to the very same destination again. This is not something that one comes back from unscathed. I need Jenna to know that we are okay. This may not be tonight, tomorrow, or the next day, but everything is going to be okay.Now let me tell you a story of a man so lost and incomplete that he dwelled for years in trying to find that one thing that he eluded him so, love. The man that tells you that they do not desire to experience love and not be love in return is not only a liar and a fool. The craving to be loved is a desire that every man wants. I have that love for Jenna, and I know that she has that love for me. We can overcome all of this; we need to be strong.I, myself, am a strong person, but eve

...Jenna POV....Strength grows in the moments that you think you cannot go on, but keep going on anyway.That is so much easier said than done.This morning I do not have the strength to do anything at all. Even the dreaded steps that I need to the bathroom every time my body decides to give in is even too much for me.Much to Tyler's horror, I started getting really sick throughout the night. Now, this morning I wish I can say it is because I have morning sickness, but somehow I do not think it could ever be so bad.What is bad is Tyler insisting on holding my hand every time I do. I so wish that he did not have to go through this; in fact, I do wish that I did not have to go through this. But I guess that this is the hand that we have been dealt, and even though it is incredibly unfair, I need to find that strength that Tyler wants me to.But I can't.The sad thing is, I am going to die.So as Tyler takes me back for what se