All Chapters of Chasing Broken Destinies: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

55 Chapters

Willing To Fight For It

It is 11 AM; it is another seven hours to go.Tyler is holding my hand so tight that it is becoming numb. He has dozed off and looks so peaceful as he is sleeping. I do not want to wake him up; he has not had a decent night's rest in what seems to be ages. He stays up every night, every day; he is awake almost every waking moment looking after me. He needs these few moments.I am writing this letter as a token of my love to him, as a keepsake for him to treasure, and as a reminder of my commitment to us and our life together. "To my dear husband,I want you to know that I love you, ALL OF YOU, and I always will. I am committed to our marriage until death does us part. At times, in moments of deep frustration, I may have questioned otherwise, but that was my immature way of seeking love from you when I should have been looking for you to fill the void in my temporarily wandering heart. Beloved, I know I have hurt you countless times with

Last Updated : 2021-07-27

Two Slowly Ticking Towards Three

…Tyler POV…It has been two hours. Two hours. Fuck. Time is just going by. It is only six hours to go. I am still trying to convince myself that my body can win this. But each time, as I look in the mirror and I see something new that is slipping away, I am losing hope.The only thing that is not losing hope is Jenna. She is fighting for both of us. She is here beyond what is even required.From the moment I met her, I knew I'd love her forever, that she was something precious, perfect. After three months of marriage, I still get butterflies when I look into her eyes. She has made me a better person, given me a more fulfilled life, and given me a happiness that I didn't know existed.Our lives have changed immensely since that frightening, confusing, life-changing day. That morning was normal, happy. We had everything going for us. It almost feels like our lives went on pause and have been on pause ever since. It all happened so fast.

Last Updated : 2021-07-28

A Chapter In Your Life

…Jenna POV...Three hours have passed; we have five to go until they take Tyler away.It is five hours that I dread, it is ticking by slowly, and with each ticking second, it is crushing my heart slowly. I don’t know how much longer I can hold it together. I am putting my best face forward for Tyler, but I think he can see the fear crumbling in my eyes.What has gone from saying that he does not want to leave me, he is not apologizing. Yet I need to remind him, “Baby, this is not your fault.”“But…”“No, but if it is anyone’s fault here, then it is mine. If I did not make such a mess up in my past, then it would not have come back to haunt me, but most of all, then you would not have gotten hurt.”And as he goes silent, I know that he is playing that day over in his head. I cannot even begin to imagine how much it must haunt him. He has not yet spoken to me about what exactly happ

Last Updated : 2021-07-29

Don't Stop Believing

…Tyler POV…Don't stop believing in yourself, no matter what happens.This is what I repeat in my head over and over as four hours have now passed; the next four hours seem like it is only total agony as we wait in anticipation.The fear that I felt four hours ago has not changed but for a moment. I am still terrified, and I am shocked to horror at what the outcome might be. Yes, I still fear that I will not come back as soon as they put me under. One cannot help but feel this; it is just human; we think the worst before the best even happens.But yes, time has been going by faster than we would have wanted, time spent with bad memories and, do I even dare to say, regrets.We got married three months ago today; Jenna has not said a word, I would love to believe that she has not forgotten, yet I know that we both have so much on our mind at present. But yes, three months ago, we stood across from each other, on literally the hottest fr

Last Updated : 2021-07-30

Accept The Battle

…Jenna POV…"Accept it. At some point, you are going to have to accept that this is not your fault. There is nothing that you can do about it."What else you can do nothing about is that five hours have passed, and the next three is dreaded even more than the hour beforeBut, what I can do, is tell you how I feel about you…you this illness…this thing that is tearing us apartYou infiltrate so many lives; how could you remember the details of Tyler’s? I do not remember you entering our thoughts. You were not in our vision at all. You can come to us in shock, all grades of your aggressiveness. I will give it to you; you totally took us by surprise and caught us out!Tyler has one hell of a fight on his hands against you. It is taking all he has to fight. You tear at his body; you mess with his mind; you make him, at times, doubt his desire to carry on fighting you, but trust me when I say that those doubts are moment

Last Updated : 2021-07-31

Lessons Learned

…Tyler POV…"It is time to forgive myself. There is nothing that I could have done differently."That is what Jenna says.We have just passed the sixth hour; time is getting so much closer now. In only but a blink, the last two hours will be gone, and I will be facing my fate and future.Things have become quiet; there are long uncomfortable silences between Jenna and me. At times I fear that our marriage is not going to survive, but I think, in fact I know, that there are more times that I believe that I am not going to survive.I have been trying to speak to Jenna about making peace with the possibility that I might not be around for much longer. But she wants to hear nothing of it.I am getting worse.This might have been my purpose, my lesson. But I am not sure what lesson I was supposed to have learned.It confuses me; I pray and ask why. Why had this had to happen to me? I am young and am supposed to have a

Last Updated : 2021-08-01

Second Chances

…Jenna POV…In front of me, I have Tyler fast asleep. We have been waiting for seven hours now; this last hour will be absolute tormented torture for us. Our faith and our love have been tested today, and it is not yet near close to being over.Who is more scared at this very moment is left to be seen. But apart from the fear of the unknown, not knowing what to say next, I know that there is only one thing in life that I care about the most.And that is Tyler.So I gently take his hand into mine and whisper to him,"You are the only precious thing in my life.”I hold his hand close to my heart, then I continue to speak in a hushed voice to him, “There's no moment that I don't think about you. I've always wished to experience that kind of love shown in movies, not knowing I was a step closer to experiencing it. It's so great to finally have someone as beautiful as you are to enjoy life with. You're my push, my streng

Last Updated : 2021-08-04

Life Is A Ride

…Tyler POV…The time has come…the final hour has passed.In as little as a few minutes, they will come to wheel me away. What emotions do I feel? There are so many things that capture my mind; the one thing that brings up its ugly head is regret. I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next.Why did I not learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future. The truth is that unless you let go unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or som

Last Updated : 2021-08-06

Hiding In The Shadows

…Tyler POV…It is with absolute fear in my heart that I am being wheeled into theatre. It feels as if I am falling into an abyss the closer and closer we get. There is a suffocating grip on my heart as each living breath is squeezed from my body. It feels as if a coldness has fallen like a blanket and taken away all the warmth. It feels as if I am slowly fading away.It's true; I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me. Everyone is afraid of something. We fear things because we value them. We fear losing people because we love them. We fear dying because we value being alive. Don't you wish you didn't fear anything? All that would mean is that you didn't feel anything.I have not always chosen the safest path. I've made my mistakes, plenty of them. I sometimes jump too soon and fail to appreciate the consequences. But I've learned something important along the way: I've learned to heed the call of my heart. I've learn

Last Updated : 2021-08-07

Find Your Path

…Jenna POV… We all know that our time in this world is limited and that eventually, all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet, it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark and thinking there is one more stair than there is. When someone you love dies, and you're not expecting it, you don't lose them all at once; you lose them in pieces over a long time, the way the mail stops coming, and their scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in the closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of them that are gone. Just when the day comes, when there's a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that they are gone, forever, there comes another day and another specifically missing part. This has made me realize once again how precious life is. It has made me realize tha

Last Updated : 2021-08-08

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