"Forgiving people in silence and never speaking to them again is a form of self care." - poetsglobe. While scrolling through my Instagram feed, I came across this post. Okay, fine. Maybe it's best if I just stay quiet and find peace on my own. You will be dissatisfied if the enjoyment you seek comes from others. True enjoyment is having peace of mind and being content even without the assistance of others.  I promise myself that even if it's just me, I'll have fun. Even if I'm only carrying myself. I'm going to rebuild myself. I'm going to get up and start over. Maybe it's time to let go of the people who have just hurt me. I was happy without him, and I'm confident I can do it now.Cami, you can do it. It's difficult, but you can and must deal with it.  For a few moments, the ride became awkward. This is because of what Dash told me last time. I don't want to make assumptions any

In a short time, so much has changed. The wind seemed to blow my life. And it turned out to be a whole chaos. It seems like a while ago we just got married. It seems like a while ago we just moved into a new house. Everything seem so perfect and everything we plan went well. I have nothing more to ask for. I was happy with my family, Auden and the short time left for me. But how quickly I was happy for a moment was so quickly how it all took away from me. What happened make me question myself. Did I do something in my life to make me suffer all this? It’s just sad that I wasted my whole life spent building myself. It’s sad because I’m here at the point in my life that is gradually being crushed and destroyed because of the person I thought was the ‘right person’. Despite all the chaos happening in my life, I'm thankful that I'm not losing my whole self yet. This is the only one who will love me completely,

KENNEDY’S POV I almost ran and walked out of the room carrying my belongings. We just finished our last class today. I'm going to Cami now. I heard this morning what happened at the airport. I'm so shocked when I found out it was my friend who's in the news. What is she doing at the airport that night? I was absent for a few days so we barely talked. My body mix is ​​so bad to the point that I can't even text her so I don't have any idea what is going on. "Mars! Where are you going?" Kim suddenly appeared in front of me, she's wearing her usual bubbly face. I looked up at the man next to him, my forehead furrowed. He looks familiar. I'm trying to remember from the back of my mind where I saw this man. Ohh ... Yeah. He was Auden's friend. So he is the man with Auden to

It has been eight months since Auden with his ex-girlfriend left and went to the United States. Each day has been tough for me. There were times that I would suddenly burst into tears. But I have to accept that we are just up there. It was a big slap in the face that he left me. Slap of reality that everything will only happen in my dream. Getting married and our union was a big mistake and wasted because of the person who was truly the content of her heart. I let out a deep sigh as I watched my fellow graduates take pictures with their friends and family. Today is the day I graduate from college. My eyes wander in every corner of the university. I observe the surroundings as I reminisce about the past. I found myself imagining Auden also wearing a black gown. He's smiling while going in my direction. To my suprise, Adeena came out of nowhere, running towards Auden and smiling like a happy an

From the middle, I pulled the curtain on either side, leaving it open. Next I opened my sliding window. Fresh, cold breeze blew and touched my face that I could not help but close my eyes just to feel.The sun from outside illuminated my entire room. I put my arms on the edge of the window. I looked down and then observed the quiet and beautiful atmosphere in the village. I'll see it in a moment. I don't know when I will be able to see this favorite place where I grew up again.Next I went to the front of the vanity table. I sat down and looked in the mirror. I started combing my long red hair. I stopped when I remembered what happened yesterday. Kenny must have been really hurt and I feel sorry for him. I'm guilty but I didn't want that.If I could just change how Dash feels, I’ll make sure he will like her. My life is still complicated like thread that tied in a knot. It's not that easy to fix so the knot has to be cut.Since yesterday we haven't