Lahat ng Kabanata ng Our Life After Arranged Marriage (ENGLISH): Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

It's weekend, days passed so fast, the last time I checked it was just Friday. Today is Sunday and tomorrow is Monday again. I will be busy again. Why is it Friday is close to Monday but Monday is far from Friday. Wew. What is it I think!I need to be productive this week! What should I do? I have class tomorrow and I will focus on school again for the whole week. I felt comfortable sitting here at the veranda. Auden was inside his room all day. That man seemes no intention of leaving his room. He's probably studying again. Reading a book or doing something on his laptop. I put down the book I was reading and stood up. I did some stretching. I had to stretch my joints to avoid stroke.As I stretched I spotted an old woman on the other side of the fence. She looked at me and smiled."Good morning!" she greeted. I noticed that she was watering her plants. Because the fence is only up to the waist, her yard is clearly visible. She seems to love flowers

I shivered in cold when the water hit my skin coming from the shower. I chose not to turn on the heater to wake my blood by the cold water. I closed my eyes as I savored the pouring cold water on my body.I'm getting ready to go to school. It was as if I were dead in my actions, lifeless. I can no longer understand how I feel. I'm confused. My memory replayed everything of what I saw yesterday. It was as if my heart pounded again when I remembered it.Fear is what I felt at the time when Adeena held Auden’s hands. I'm afraid that maybe at that time, her words will come true. Because who am I in Auden's life? In the beginning there was nothing connecting the two of us while them...They loved each other.They used to be inlove with each other. There are promises for each other. They have dreams built together.Tears constantly dripping from my eyes mixed with water from the shower. I keep sobbing as tears continue to fe

Auden's POV "Love! Look!" Adie excitedly call for me as she motioned her hands. She's always been cheerful every time she's with me, but this time, it's different. Her eyes were sparkling, she never been excited like this before.  I left the book I was reading and then approached her. She's sitting on her study area while facing her laptop. I leaned down a bit to see what she is showing me that causes the flashing in her eyes. I can see in my peripheral vision that she's looking at me, probably reading my expression.  "Love! I got an offer! OMG! This is the best day ever!" she said happily, she wrapped her arm around my neck and then hugged me. She pulled herself away immediately and suddenly fell silent. I straightened up when he looked at me, his eyebrow was almost a line when it was so close. "Aren't you happy for me? I got an offer as a model in States, we should be

"Mom, are you certain about this? Dad?" I inquired. They went through a lot because our company was relying on the wedding to happen. And now everything is messed up. Maybe I'm wrong as well. I aimed too high. My family and others were also impacted. Auden and I caused so much heartache that even my parents were affected. "Yes, we do, sweetie. It hurts us to see you in that state. We'll make sure that man never gets too close to you "Mom said this as she tucked my stray strands of hair behind my ears. My chest thumped violently. I'm conflicted. I'm torn between wanting to leave him because he chose to be with her ex-girlfriend and not wanting to file for an annulment because I still love him. I'd like to express my displeasure with what Mommy just said. "We sincerely apologize; this is our fault. You wouldn't have been so badly hurt if we hadn't reconciled you with that Silverio. If I had known this was going to happen from the start, I woul

The only lights that illuminate the road are those from cars, street lights, and moonlight. Because it is only after seven o'clock in the evening, the businesses are still open. The cold gusts of air from Dash's car's air conditioning made me shiver even more. Something is also stuck in my throat. I'm tempted to cry. I want to let go of the burden of how I feel. I had no idea Dash's cousin was my husband's ex-girlfriend, proving how small the world is. I hadn't seen him in a long time, so I left quickly. In this battle, I feel like I'm the loser. It's only now that I realize I'm envious of Adeena. She was victorious. The agony of feeling as if you didn't have a say. I have all of my rights, but I still lose. Every time I remember we were only married on paper, I get a big slap in the face. So that's how simple it is to nullify our agreement. He didn't even think about our parents... I'm in the same boat. A