Chapter 20

I've always wanted to slow time down. I want to appreciate every second, minute, and hour of my life. I want to live a longer life. I'm not sure I believe what my doctor told us. I refuse to accept the fact that I only have a short time left to live. That is something I despise. But I still want to give my all. I want all the best. That's how valuable time is to me.

But during these times, I want to finish quickly and make the most of every second. I was in pain every minute. Choking and breathing difficulties Why isn't the ferris wheel spinning faster? I must be a moron if I ask for it to roll faster. I'm desperate for this to be over. I don't want to because it is already in pain. Their sweet gestures take my breath away.

It seemed to take away all the enjoyment I had previously felt when I hadn't even seen them. I'm content. Even if only for a few hours, I was content. But why is fate betraying me yet again?

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