Happily Never After のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

*** Emily I tried my hardest to open my eyes, and once I did, I close my eyes a little, surprised by the sun's shine through the room. Suddenly I heard my room's door is opened, I look at where the sound is from, and see a nurse coming in.  I tried my best to speak, but my voice is so hoarse, "can I ask for water?" I asked. The nurse seems suprised, "oh you are awake! Yes, yes here you come," she said and then she hand me the water glass just beside my bed. After I'm done drinking, I hand the glass back to her. "I'll call your family, wait a second," she said then head back out of the room. I just turn to my left, seeing outside the window, I have been so weak lately. I don't think I can keep going on  living like this. My hand touched my belly. I remembered that I am pregnant. And I can not risk my baby li

*** Emily Today I'm going home. With my baby inside me and Aaron. Yes, I made my decision. I choose to still work it out with Aaron. We both are currently in the same state of mind. Well, technically I didn't just take him back. I told him that he should at least prove it to me that he's actually changing. Not for me. But for our baby. And for Aaron's offer, I took that. I mean it will be hard for me to take care of his and Gemma's baby. My mum and Joseph threw a full speech on me on why I took him back. I hate that speech to be honest. Cause I know that they might be right at some point but I also wanted to prove maybe at some point they are wrong about Aaron. Who knows that he's really changing right now? I mean he's going to be a dad. Not for one but for two at a time. I hope he's really changing. I have faith in him. And I hope he'll prove everyone that doubt him wrong. Not for my sake. But to sh

*** Emily I woke up to the sound of my bedroom door being closed. "Aaron, you home?" I asked "Hey, yeah I am. Why are you still awake?" He asked. I sat up in my side look at him. "Do you anything, love?" "Where are you from?" I asked. "Gemma's..." He said weakly. I sighed. Not this again. "Aaron?" I said softly. I can feel my tears already clouding my eyes.  "Emily, listen she needs me, she can give birth at any time, that's all." He said. "I didn't do anything. Please believe me. I won't hurt you." "But I need you too." I said. "Yeah I know you do, and I have been here for you." He said. I shook my head, "not for the last 2 weeks. I miss you" I said, tears started to fall from my eyes, being pregnant got me a lot more emotional.

*** Emily It's been a total 2 month since I left. And now I am 6 months pregnant. I haven't turned my phone on, and I don't know how my parents and Joseph are reacting to me leaving the whole thing.  I have been ignoring them by turning off my phone. I don't think I could turn it on. I'm scared they'll detect where I am. But I've sensed that they know where I live. Cause my security have been informing me that I got visitors. The same people that claimed they are family. But still the stubborn me won't let them in. I still cannot meet them. I cannot let them see my condition. I've gotten worse than the last time. My back hurts like hell. I can't even sit. All I do now is just laying down. I feel like I'm useless. Flashback.. I just done having my lunch when I'm about to go back to my room, I fell to the ground.

*** Emily It's been a total 2 and half month since I had a full bedrest. I'm still trying my best to keep the baby. I can not just give up. He deserve to see the world. And I will brought him up as a gentleman. Or even if I'm not here again, he deserve to live still for me. He's my life even before he's born. He. Yes I said he. I got the scan, and the doctor said he's healthy. My due date is in 24 days. This pregnancy is hard, not just because I'm alone.  The backache is  really getting to the stage that it is hurting me. A lot. I cried everynight cause of the backache. It feels like I'm being pushed constantly to the wall and my back is hitting the hard rock. People say it  is very common to get backache or back pain during pregnancy, especially in the early