Allen just stood there, eyes glassy as he peers through them having fun. The heavy feeling was weighing over his chest making him release a sigh. How bad he wanted to emerge from the dark corner and grab Primo out there who's now wearing the most precious smile. How he seethes for himself when he saw Primo sob and worst, he heard he was the reason for it. But he was just terrified of trusting everyone. He's just being aware too much that it even hurts anyone who's genuine. His heart bleeds so bad that he can't make himself have faith. He was startled, hide himself on walls instinctively when Primo and Ethan stood up, his eyes peeking at them as they walk off and entered the car, which he think it's the other guy who owns it. Even when they drove off, Allen can't keep his eyes off, his ocean orbs following the car's view until it vanishes. He step out off the corner when they are out of sight, lamenting over the idea of them being together. "What the fuck is goin

The summer midnight wasn't helping on calming Allen's nerve even after getting home, taking a shower, did some push ups and laying on his soft sheets. His thoughts flew as random scenarios vividly play on his head. He's worried of Primo knowing clearly that Jihan was interested in him.He fidgets on his bed, worried and annoyed to the fact that he needs to be awake until midnight just by the thought of Primo with other man. There's nothing between them and he, himself, is now confuse. His hands flew on his face as he rubs it, breathes, hoping it can calm him down a bit. He tunred on his side as he stared at his lamp."How's he doing right now?" He mumbled.He slowly closes his eyes and think of something to help him feel reassured. The night went along until the moon disappears from the sun's bright light when it arises. Light shade of dark around his eyes can be seen as he stood right in front of the mirror. He can see his reflection on how much he lacked sleep last night. Did he j

"Allen!" A loud bang echoed inside Allen's office as Shawn stepped in.A groan escape from Allen's lips as he glare at Shawn who had a very wide smile on his face. The latter sat beside him with his legs crossed while he's humming an unknown song."What are you smiling at?" Allen asked raising his eyebrow."I found myself a cutie." He answered enthusiastically."Ugh, get out." Allen slumped on his couch and ignored Shawn.Shawn gasped dramatically and clench his chest. "Fake friend!" He cries."Stop being over dramatic. You're disturbing me!" Allen complained."Fine! I should start making plans for myself with that cutie." After motivating himself, he run out of the office leaving Allen behind.Primo's P.O.V"Primo, what happened? I've noticed you were limping. Does your leg hurt?" Ethan had been asking a lot of questions ever since we entered his car."I just bumped into something, don't worry, it's fine." I made sure to give him a small smile before looking outside."I am so worried

Third Person's POV It was Sunday, the day of the solo shoot that was planned for Allen with Primo. It was in the early morning when Allen arrive at Primo's to pick him up. Even Primo was surprise to see the man being punctual. Allen just smiled at him and Primo did the same before proceeding to prepare himself. During the trip, niether of them spoke causing the surface to be all covered with silence. From time to time, Allen keep giving Primo some quick glances. He can already guess what the latter was thinking. It was about yesterday. Even he, was alerted the moment he heard someone from their building, talking to someone on the phone. He was just about to ignore it when the mention of Primo's name was heard. He stopped on his trance and listened. Only to find out, someone has send this guy to follow Primo's whereabouts. The next moment, he found himself hiring a person to get rid of them immediately. And he made a good decision, Primo was safe. However, he would never tell this

Few months had passed, and November had finally arrived. Within those months, it didn't go well with Allen, who kept an enormous distance from Primo, watching how he got so close with Jihan.Every day became a tremendous burden to him, feeling his chest clench anytime along with his knuckles. Watching Primo's smile breaks him, not because he hates it, but because he wants the reason to be with him.Not because of Jihan.Primo doesn't look at him anymore, either. He expects it to be that way ever since what he did to Primo during their solo shoot.He grunted as he reaches his climax with thousands of perverts watching him jerk off.Breathing heavily as he chuckled for a show. Showing his white teeth to the viewers, who gave him more coins."You're pretty good at keeping up, user nihoe." He grinned, responding to one of his viewer's comment."I hope you enjoyed today's heated up session bunnies. I'll let y'all know my schedule again on Twitter." He bid his good bye before turning off hi