Semua Bab Trapped Between Two Alphas: Bab 111 - Bab 120

(Katerina's POV) I miss my baby boy.I miss my son.Where has he gone?Why did he run away?Where is he?Douglas..Neither Kol, Kaden or any of my other children have been able to cease my anxiety or upset.No amount of sex, cuddles or pack matters have taken the pain away, or the dark cloud from my head.Is he ok?Is he eating?Does he have any money?Is he in danger?He is our future alpha!He is at risk no matter where he is.Oh my baby boy!Derrick is suffering just as much as I!His own twin.Not only have I lost one of my children, but I have to watch the other one fall apart; blame himself for his brother's departure, watch his own mate fall apart, knowing there's nothing he can do to save her."Baby? Come on, you need to eat." Kol murmurs softly at my side, trying to coax me into eating a cereal bar- he knows me well enough to kno

A child needs a father; a son needs a father. Please Bethany?” I realise my voice has turned to begging, but I just don’t care anymore. I have no need for pride if I don’t have my son.I know I have other children to worry about, but Douglas is my first born, and our future Alpha; it’s in his blood. It’s who he is!I am a father and I will do anything in my power, fight anything and anybody for the safety and lives of my children.Bethany pulls me from my internal monologue, “how- what- how would it work?”I cringe at the prospect of putting her through a potentially painful and highly risky procedure for my grandchild and her in order to save my son, but I push past it, “we have a midwifery specialist within the pack who can perform the procedure… it would be along the lines of an amniocentesis.”Bethany nods, “I’ll do it.”No minute to think about it, no hesitat

“I’m a disgrace to the pack; I am too immature to be an alpha! I have done so much I can’t take back, so many mistakes and I’m wracking my brain, trying to work out how to mend the wrongs… how the fuck-““Stop that!” He orders gently, cutting off my ramblings, “don’t you think I made mistakes? Look what I did to your mate’s brother, I made a huge mistake. Someone’s life was ended because of it. I am still alpha because our pack knew it was just that- a mistake. They respect me for giving my life to the pack, to protect them and serving the pack as my family.I am not perfect. I will never be perfect. Being a good alpha takes time, practice and copious slip-ups. I will never be the world’s best alpha, mate or father, but I do what I can.I have to admit… I never handled the whole mating situation well with Kaden and your mother. It was so difficult. I nearly abandoned them becau

I needed to talk this through with Derrick.“Bethany,” I groan, hating myself for stopping, “I need to deal with these feelings. I am in no way rejecting you, so please please don’t see it like that. I love you, I won’t stop feeling that. But I need to figure this out. It doesn’t make sense how I can feel so strongly for you after finding my true mate. I also want to discuss your home life situation with my father… see if we can look after you and your mum. I can’t let you two try and handle everything on your own here, alone. I want to help you.” I ramble, jumbling things up, but I don’t care. I want to make her feel wanted, loved, but I need to clear my head.Bethany lifts her head from my chest where she was nibbling, sucking over my nipples- one skill she always had over me was the power to turn me on with a few movements of her lips, “I understand Douglas. This is as overwhelming for you as i

(Bethany POV) “Mum?” I just don’t understand- my mind is completely blank, “how do you know? I’ve only known a few weeks!” My voice has reached a whole new level of shrill!“I guess I should start from the beginning…” Mum sighs, removing one of her hands from Douglas who is currently frozen on the spot, his jaw on the floor. She's rubbing her index finger and thumb across her forehead- an action she does when she’s nervous, “I- err- I always suspected the stories about shifters were true. I have grown up here and there were many stories of wolf sightings in the area. I was sure there was a pack somewhere close by.But then when you and Douglas started dating,” mum looks from me to the father of my unborn son nervously and continues, “I saw a wolf in the woodland beyond the garden one day- you two had been together for a few weeks. I watched from the kitchen window and sa