Semua Bab FORBIDDEN : Bab 51 - Bab 60

  CHAPTER 52I see myself walking on an empty lane. I am alone. I see no one. Then I see a hand beckoning to me to come and a little child. I try to walk toward him but my legs are no longer moving, I am stuck to where I am standing. I try to run but I can't. There is a white fog all of a sudden and it is approaching me. It hits me hard, making me lose my breath. I scream as it pushes me to the edge, I can no longer see anything and I begin to scream again when I feel myself going low."No!"*****My eyes open and I see myself laying down with my face to the ceiling. Everywhere is white, including my clothing. I turn my head to the left side of the room to see my hand in bandage. I try to stand up but I can't.Where the hell am I? I ask no one in particular. I try to stand up but it is difficult for me to. My body is in pain and my head is pounding.I see Andre rushing in with a man in a white labcoat and a la

CHAPTER 54The doctor comes in to talk to me. After crying myself to sleep yesterday when my mum came to visit. I am hoping this is going to be better news for me. I don't think I can take any more bad news.“Good morning Miss Standford” He greets with a smile. I force a smile and nod.“You will be leaving this afternoon. Just make sure to take your prescription and get a lot of rest” He explains.“She will do all of that. Thank you” Andre answers for.“With that being said, Mr Smith, I'll like you to come with me and sign the papers”. Andre leaves a kiss on my forehead.“I will be right back,” He says leaving. After what felt like hours he comes back and helps me pack up. Andre gives me a kiss on the cheek making me smile. He has been supportive for the past weeks since I have been admitted in the hospital. He barely goes to work and is always by my side, even thou

CHAPTER 56"Freya, she's gone", Andre reminds me. I close my eyes and gulp. I am not shocked at the fact that Andre told Michelle that I am his girlfriend, I am not shocked that he threatened to sue her because of me and I am not shocked to see him fire her."Andre", I call and he comes close to me. My body is trembling. "Didyouhearwhatshesaid?" I don't even know if what I'm saying is making any sense to Andre. I said it in a rush. I am too shaken to think."I don't get you", he raises a brow in confusion."Did you hear what she said?""That's why I fired her", he replies."No, she said something before that." I shake my head."What did she say?" He ask.A tear roll down my eyes. "Baxter is responsible for the accident.""What? How did you know that?" I am now in his arms."She said Baxter made a mistake. I am supposed to be 6 feets deep down the ground."He sighs. "That isn't enough to......""It's Baxter, Andre", I try to

 CHAPTER 58"Adrian”, I mutter with pride.I am kneeling beside Andre with our arms together. He is staring at me as I answer his question. He is asking me the name I was planning to name the baby I lost."I wanted to name him Adrian", I say again."What made you think of naming himthat?" He asksbut I shrug. I don't know how to tell him I got the name from his own name because I love his name and I thought I should name my baby something related to his name."Uhm", he looks thoughtful for a while. "You got It from my name?" He says more like a question."No!" I deny sharply.He chuckles. "Really?'"Yep.""What if it were to be a girl?What would you have named her? Andre?" He laughs at me and I hit him playfully on the arm.He sobers up and we begin to pray for the baby. "Accept our baby, Adrian’s soul, Lord. May his soul rest in peace", Andre says out aloud."Amen", I mutter.

CHAPTER 60I believe every repentant or good person deserves to be happy. We all have our shortcoming and imperfections and that is what makes us human. I have been given a chance to be happy, despite all that has happened, despite my imperfections. I judged Rob and Johnson wrongly without sitting Rob down to hear him out and without studying Johnson well enough to know who he really is before judging him.If I have not been given a chance to be happy again, then I won't be here, walking down the aisle in Jonhson's arm to become the wife of no other person than my very own heart desire. The only man whose voice can wake me up from whatever slumber I fall into. The only man that understands my silence, even when my mom is trying hard to figure out what it means. The only man that is patient and kind and understanding. The only man that can accomodate all my excesses, my moodswings and bad behaviour.I am walking down the aisle right down, my left hand in Johnson's arm