I thought waiting for school examination results was hard, but waiting for my test result is harder. I can't bring myself to get a good night's rest as my mind was on different possibilities. What exactly could be wrong with me? Only one thought keeps coming to my mind but I just can't bring myself to open up to the idea of that being the problem.I take deep breaths before entering the now-familiar hospital. The hospital isn't as loud or I'd say busy as it was the last time I came here with Baxter. I try not to stare at the sick patients walking around the hospital. I can never get used to the sight of the hospital. I wait a while at the reception because doctor Billy is busy with a patient. After waiting for twenty minutes I am asked to go in as soon as a young man walks out of the office angrily. I don't want to start to imagine what went down in there. I smile at the lady as I entered the office."Good morning, "Billy greets, stretching his hand forward indicating I si

Forbidden 23I walk around my apartment for a while until about 5:20 am before I finally decide to pack my luggage for the four-day break with my mother and my brother, Rob. I really miss him with I would never say that to him. Anything to boost his ego. I go to the bathroom to wash my face with my body wash. I dab my face with my face towel before going to my room again. I stretch to reach the top of my wardrobe to take my small black box but I can't reach it. If I was hike right now Rob would have rubbed the fact that he is taller than me in my face. One of the things I miss about him, he's always there for me when I need him like a bug sister but now I don't think he would be so happy to see me.   I left him without calling for months even after I know how he his dealing with the whole dad thing. I have no excuse for my behaviour but all I can do is make it up to him and let him know how sorry I am. I do not plan ok telling him anything about my relations

Forbidden 25I walk into an empty house.“Where is Rob?” I ask mum but she shrugs. “I don't know. I have to put a call through” My mum offers to call him. After several rings and Rob still didn't pick his call I got frustrated but decided not to cause a scene. “Let’s make dinner dear. I'm sure he is just busy with school “ I know my mum is actually trying to convince herself in this situation no me. She is extremely concerned which is odd. Mum always panics and she's not panicking but I know sooner or later she will start to panic.    To stop my mum from thinking about Rob I offer to help her in the kitchen. We decide to put extra time into making dinner. A little way to get into Rob's heart. When we finish with dinner I take a bottle of water and gulp the entire bottle and I seat down to wait for my brother before going into my room.     I wake up when I h

Forbidden 27I stay locked in the room till evening when my mum decided to come and disturb my beauty rest. I stare at her annoyed.“No knocking?” I ask.“Come help me in the kitchen young lady I don't have time for your childishness” I roll my eyes but stand up to help her.“Where are you going?” She asks suddenly before I could leave the room“To help you?” I say more like a question.“No, I mean in that sweater. The weather is not favourable to your choice of clothing” She explains.“I like it thank you” I lie. I also don't want to wear this but how else am I'm o supposed to hide the bruises for. I missed my family but I want to get back home and continue my usual routine in my own space without the invasion of anyone.“If you say so”. I take my mobile phone and follow my mum to the kitchen leaving is together.“Where is your boy

Forbidden 29Robert looks very angry when he enters my room. He stares deep into my eyes and says.“You’re pregnant?” Shit! He knows. What do I say to him now? I stand up.“Yes,” I swallow. He chuckles angrily.“Wow. You’re pregnant and you went on and on about responsibility?” he questions with a sly smile.“Rob_” I start but he interrupts me.“Not now Freya. You had no right to judge me when you knew full well you are no better than me!” He screams.“Shut up and listen to your sister’s explanation!” My mum yells at him.“To what? More lies?" He turns to face mom. "I don’t even know why you’re so ok with this! Aren't you going to show her how disappointed you are just like you did to me” he points a finger at me. “Robert, please listen to me. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. Calm do