Bethany I'm an absolute mess today, everything that has happened is my fault and the guilt is slowly eating me up. I woke up in Ashley's bed after we had a sleepover, it has become my safe place whenever I'm feeling sad or I've just had a shit day and it was a good distraction for me last night but the guilt I woke up with this morning is taking over every other feeling inside my body. I needed some air to try and clear my head so I quietly slipped out of bed and headed outside for a quiet walk. Seeing Liam at the lake just tore me up, even more, to know all his pain and confusion has been caused by me is unbelievably painful and yet he doesn't blame me. He comforted me this morning and even though it wasn't in his usual way it still felt amazing, he still has a huge calming effect on me even if I still don't know why, I just pray with everything I have that if he's able to remember everything he doesn't end up hating me. We quickly arrive at the Alpha floor and Calvin has had a

Alpha Calvin "ANSWER ME NOW!" Jacoby takes a step back away from me, he looks ready to shit a brick but I don't see any bad intentions in his eyes. "I'm sorry Alpha, I... the doc cleared me to leave the hospital this morning, I waited around for a few hours but no one showed up to tell me what will happen next, so I decided to come and find you. I asked someone outside the packhouse where you were and he gave me the directions to your floor." "Hang on, you're telling me someone gave you directions to my floor without asking who you are?" Is he fucking serious? "Yes, Alpha!" Ohh someone's going to be sorry! "Did you get his name?" "I'm afraid not Alpha, but I would recognize him if I saw him again." "I expect you t-" Before I finish my sentence the lounge door swings open and a flustered Jack and Ashley storm in looking ready for war. "Alpha is everything ok? Brooke said she could feel something was wrong, we told her to stay in the kitchen with Liam while we che

Bethany The next day... "You want me to do what?" "We want you to create a fake encounter of Jacoby hurting you for Liam to see." Ahh, I'm confused! "Hmm... Why?" "Obviously you know that some kind of spell has been put on Liam and that Annabella has been trying to help remove it, however, it's proving to be a lot harder than Annabella thought. As long as Sarah is alive the spell will remain on him, it will slowly leave him but no one knows how long it will take to completely leave him, the only other option we have is to find the witch that cast the spell on him and to have her remove it but so far Annabella hasn't been able to find out who it is and neither Marcus nor Sarah are willing to share that information. So we've come to a block in the road, so Annabella came up with this idea, she thinks that if Liam thinks someone he cares for is getting hurt, his anger and need to protect will override the rest of the spell that's left in him. So, what do you say, Bethany, will yo

Alpha Calvin It's been 3 days since Liam finally got his memory back, and I know it's been draining for him. All the memories and feelings rushing around in his head plus re-living his bond with Bethany, that alone must feel like he's been hit by a tidal wave, the poor fucker! Yesterday Jack and I helped him remember everything Marcus has done, towards Bethany, towards him, and their plans for the future. I give him the afternoon to take it all in, let him blow off steam, unfortunately for Marcus that included Liam beating the fuck out of him last night in the cell. I didn't stop him, didn't even feel bad, Liam was being a protective mate, none of his anger was about what Marcus had done to him but about what Marcus had tried to do to Bethany and what he still had planned to do. I also think he used Marcus as a punching bag to vent some of his personal turmoil, he hasn't said anything yet but I don't think he's handling things well, I've got a feeling It's to do with how he's been

Beta Liam The BBQ is tonight and I can't wait! It's being thrown as a makeup party for Ashley after the disaster of his birthday party and to celebrate me finally being back to my normal self, of course, it's also being thrown for Jack to propose to Ashley. Most people keep that moment personal and just for the two of them but I have to admit this is the perfect way Jack could propose, Ashley is bold and lively and loves nothing more than a good party surrounded by everyone he loves and to make it even better, Jack decided last minute to make it fancy dress so most of the pack has cut work early today to get costumes. Ashley is going to love it! Cal and I are covering everything that needs doing including Jack's duties so he can concentrate on the party, which means we are leaving Brooke to pick up our costumes, for the love of the goddess I hope Brooke plays nice! I left the pack lands after lunch to visit a neighbouring pack, they recently lost their Alpha during an attack and