Sunday morning I woke up early at 5 because Altazar said we are going to a groceries store. Mabuti na yun kisa naman sa simbahan nya ako akitin baka mag paunahan lang kami masunog aa loob. Naligo ako at nag ayos lang ng kaunti ng sarili. I don't usually weak make up but Altazar make me put on some. Para naman daw maganda ako, nakaka insulto lang. "Ede sana ikaw nalang nag make up! Bakla ka ba?" "I am not. Just saying that you look much better when you put red stains on your cheeks and lips. Put some coal on your eyes too, you will look fantastic, I swear." Ngumiwi ako at umirap na lang. Sinunod ko ang sinabi nya. I know he was talking about lipstick, brush on, eye shadow and eye liner. It took me haft an hour doing my thing on my face but Altazar did not complain, sya pa nga nag request ng mga ilalagay ko daw sa mukha ko para daw maganda.

I catch Azi's eyes. Nakipag titigan ako sa kanya ng matagal ng matapos itong mag sabi ng mga masasakit na salita. Tumayo ako habang naka titig pa rin sa mga mata nya. Slowly... I walk towards the door, alam kong pina nonood nya lang ako sa kilos ko pero... Am I that pathetic if I am thinking that he would stop me if I ever walk away? But of course no. Ni kamustahin nga ako pagka tapos nya akong iwan na lang bigla ay hindi nya ginawa, ano pa kayang paki alam ang meron sya sa loob nya para saakin ngayong pakiramdam ko ay minaliit na nya ng todo ang pag ka tao ko. "At saan ka naman pupunta" he said as if he is mocking me. I gaze at him once again, but this time I wasn't feeling anything but numbness. "Babalik ako..." I said, firmly. A little smile appear on my lips as I heave a deep sigh. "I will come back, and unlike someone I know, nag paalam ako ngayon. With or without permission

The moment I woke up, I feel like my surroundings were unusual. It seems like I am still in the hotel but... Is the building shaking? I yawn as I tried to stand, ready to use the bathroom when I realized something. "Fvck! Am I in a fvcking yacht!" I screamed. I look around, finding Troy. Sya lang ang pweding mag dala sakin dito! But how the hell he would do that? The last time I knew I slept on Azi's room. Paano nya ako nakuha? Unless it was Altazar, among all the guys I know he is the sneakiest... Since Azi were really drunk last time, its not hard to move around the unit... "Pero pvtangina, anong plano nya?" I was about to walk out the room when a guy entered. "Good morning, Aja—" "Fvck you! Azi!" I scream in panic. "The hell? You were the one who brought me here?" I hissed. He smiled, but that smile did not e

A week after I got discharged from the hospital. Azi brought me to the house the he was talking about. I did expect that the house were not huge as how he interpret it, my hell to the hail the house were huge as fvck! Compare to Troy's mansion, I would say this house is more than haft of it. I was just staring at the house for a long time while the maids he hired started taking our things inside the house. My lips were wide open as I turn my gaze to Azi. "Fvck you..." I whisper to him. He just Chuckled and pull me closer for a hug. "I will do everything for you... Kulang pa ito, sa lahat ng mga pag kukulang ko? Marami pa akong dapat panagutan sayo, Aja" he then kisses my forehead. "I love you..." I just nod and did not answer him. May lumapit naman saaming lalaki, he is not as good looking as Azi, but he is an average of my husband.

I was expecting him to talk to me right away after he got out from the shower room, but then... "Mag bibihis lang ako, after that we will talk" I watched his every move. I can even see how conscious and shame he was while dressing in front of me. "Saglit lang, kailangan ko pala muna mag toothbrush, medyo masakit ata ngipin ko" he said without looking at me. I just stared at him and di not say anything. Natapos ito sa pag sipilyo, may kasunod nanaman itong palusot. "Gusto mo ba sa baba tayo mag usap? I heard we have a beautiful garden in the backyard. Maganda daw ambiance don, you want?" Still, I did not answer him and just stared at him. Wala akong walang na imikan ito hanggat hindi nya saakin ipaintindi ang lahat ng gusto kong malaman. Kung bakit ang tanga nya para mag bigay ng ganoong kalaking p