It was the warmest embrace. The bravest and foolish embrace that I’ve experienced in my life. His cold hands touched my face, gently tracing and staring to me. His deep set of eyes and peaceful face reminds me how he stand for me. How he helped me during the time of suffering. He was always there and I am blind for not seeing him. He wipes the tears that is cascading out of my eyes and slightly chuckles.A sound of peace and joy can be traced down at his tone but I refused to hear it. Not when my hands are trembling as I lay him into the cold floor and made him lean his head into my lap. Drops of blood is spurting out of his mouth and I am beyond grieving.How devastating to be a goddess and not be able to protect him? He shield the wrath for me using his own life without thinking. And the guilt inside of me was blooming with regret. Blooming with mourning feeling of this event.The sword was meant to kill a wolf. It was meant to kill Alpha Gerri but it wa

Mom once said that life is a chain of survival. That one way or another we will be at the position where the only option that we had is to walk away and chose another path to survive. That werewolves doesn’t have any difference with the normal animals that is lurking at the cold ground of the mountains. That we are also, in the search of our life, of what we needed to do and continues on chasing uncertain things that this life has to offer. She loves to tell me stories and I love the lessons that is between each of his characterization. And especially, I love how she defines love. That love is like an air, you can feel it and you know that it exist but you don’t see it with your naked eyes. Once it touches your skin, it will create an electrifying feeling that will either make you squeal of make you gulp for the intensity is too strong. It will make itself known at the right timing. According to her, love is like the air that will manifests in our life as long as we needed i

 “ Ah! What the hell are you trying to do?!”I squealed at Thorne before grabbing my sword and swishing it into the air, defending myself at his numerous attacks. The golden yellow shade of the sun as it passes through the every vein branch of the trees around us blinded me from his attacks. It’s still a morning and Thorne woke me up so that he can use his sword and tear my clothes apart.“ This all what you can do? After all of our practices?” he said, mocking me with his words. It wasn’t known to him that I’ve been waiting for this day to come because I will going to prove that I am not like the moon goddess. I am not like Selene who they says I resembles.The swords was shining and reflecting the rays of the sun and I’ve take that as an advantage to blind him. He steps backward and shouted because his eyes was hurt and during that time, I used all of my strength and disarm him, letting his sword to

 I’ve anticipated for this day to come. I thought the first thing that I will do when I will see them is to jump out of my place and run into their arms. To squeal out of joy while wrapping my hands around their body and feeling their warmth.But I didn’t. It surprised me that I didn’t.The way how I dug my own fingers into the palm of my hands, almost hurting myself and biting my bottom lips so that I can stop myself from losing it all. For I think I am losing it all.Wind blows my hair straight to my face and it’s a great opportunity for me to turned around and get back to my senses. But as soon as I felt a soft warm touches the back of my arms, I shivered in my thoughts.For a moment, I thought I got caught by someone until I saw that it was just Thorne. He told me that I should go and see by myself, he told me that he will going to watch me from afar.“ I thought you’re going to watch from afar?&

 “ So, you’re telling me that he was our brother all along?!” Alpha Nicholas shouted, pacing back and forth infront of us while Alpha Antonio punch the wall beside him.We are all in the living room of this house and that is how they react when I told them about Beta Xander. The morning sun glowing around the darkness of this room only intensifies what our emotions are. Anger. Despair and the need to revenge. All of it mixed up in the little fucked up secrets that our parents buried for us to suffer.Indeed, Beta Xander wasn’t just a friend. He wasn’t just a lone wolf who became an apprentice to the moon goddess but he’s the fruit of all the evil things that Alpha Gerri did. And my heart hurt more knowing that the world choses to be cruel on him. All his life is full of cruelty.Alpha Antonio rubbed his knuckles, hissing against the pain as his fingers graze along the bleeding part of his fist before he turned awa