BellaTaking Dean inside I lead him to the bathroom looking for the first aid kit my mother had prepared for me. I've always been accident prone and she said I would need to be prepared in case I have any little accidents. I pull out the triple antibiotic ointment and the bandages. Using a clean cloth I clean the cut resulting in a hiss from Dean. "I'm sorry I'm trying to be careful.""Thanks you are fine just stings a little." He stares into my eyes as a I clean the cut making sure I am careful and don't hurt him again."I do not know what got into Seth but I'm so sorry he did this." "Is it not obvious? I had the attention of the most beautiful girl here tonight and I don't think he is used to it not being all about him." I couldn't help but blush at his words.I break eye contact and continue to bandage him up. There is no way I was the most beautiful girl there. Seth causing this must have made me into a challenge for him to get at Seth. Dea

Sometimes life gets heavy and we are faced with trails. I am struggling with health issues at the moment. Which has resulted in me not having the ablity to focus on writing as much. I wanted to be further along in the story but my doctor has been running test to confirm if I have breast cancer. Unfortunately the tests and appointments are taking much of my time but I will continue to write as much as possible I'm between visits and tests. The process has been mentally and physically draining but I have faith that we will have it all under control very soon. Thanks for your support.

Seth That was probably the sexiest thing I've ever seen. The confidence and authority in her was amazing. And of course the idiot I am I don't see it until it's to late. Commitment has never been my thing with girls and I was too busy focusing on keeping things casual that I never realized. Rolling around Bella's words in my head I can't come up with a single excuse for my behavior. I have known her my whole life and I know she doesn't sleep around. She is the most genuine person I know. I am such a fool; please be a way to fix this. Bella and I have worked on our assignment a few weeks since that day but she has made sure to keep it professional. I know I've caused her problems with Beth and have seen them arguing a few times on campus. Bella just simply shuts her down in true Bella fashion. She has never been one to cause a scene and keeps the drama to a minimum. I know I caused this and made her life difficult again. Difference in high school I meant to. Seeing he

BellaPulling up at my family home my body immediately relaxes as soon as I pull in the driveway. The last few weeks have been so stressful I embraced the calming feeling I desperately needed. Growing up we always dream of the day we are old enough to move out on our own and start our life. Maybe cherishing the simplicity of being a child would have been a better use of my time then. I guess we live and learn.Everything looks the same as when I left a few months ago but still seems different. Possibly because I am seeing it in a different perspective than before. The trees are in bloom and mom has the porch decorated in such a welcoming way. I wonder if she's always done that or if I just never really appreciated it before . Setting my one bag down on the porch I make my way over to the cozy swing. It's full of beautiful pillows and looks so inviting. I set back and take in the view. Curling up on the swing I think to myself how much I've missed this place. I must hav

Bella Dreams of Seth are continuing to consume me. I can even smell him. The smell of his cologne will make any girls mouth water. I've smelt his cologne before on people but one him it is amazing. Oh heavens, his hands caressing my face tracing a path he moves his hand down my collar bone. This is the best dream ever I moan as he carresses down my chest to my exposed breast where my robe had come undone while I was sleeping. His mouth seem to follow the trail of his hand movements. Rubbing my legs together as the pool of wetness in between my legs increases and becomes overwhelming. His touch is exactly how I remembered sliding down finding it’s way to my wet core in between my wet folds. Grinding my hips against the amazing feeling building up in my body and my back arches of the bed. The moment Seth’s mouth sucked on my breast and flick the pink pebbled nipple my entire body washes with the sensation of my ama