Lahat ng Kabanata ng Love Begins with the Hot Summer: Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

Rafał smiled pale and touched his body, first his lower abdomen, then his penis and finally the hollow between his buttocks. He hissed in pain and trembled. His own touch was nothing compared to the touch of another man. Compared to Damian's touch.Brylski tightened his eyelids. He did it so hard that he felt pain in his eyes. He himself didn't know what was trembling inside him more, his body or his heart.When Damian fondled him and then took him, for some reason all the natural reflexes of resistance to approach turned off in Rafał. He eagerly opened his arms, flexed his buttocks himself, and waited in tense anticipation for the pleasure he had so far only heard about and seen in secretly watched movies. Damian's arms, hot, strong but also tender, enveloped him, possessed him, giving him a hitherto unknown sense of security, not fear.They gave him exactly what Rafał had dreamed of all his life.Rafał laughed nervously in the silence of his hotel room.

Anita was ready to take both of Rafał's secrets to her grave. She was determined to defend them even at the cost of her own happiness. After all, she had to protect Rafał from the cruelty of this world. She couldn't forget that helpless little angel turned into an icicle so close to Christmas. She had to protect him.Just how far could she go in her protection? Was she going too far? Was Radosz right to accuse her of being overprotective? After all, even Rafał himself had had enough of her behavior.Yes, Anita should let him try his own luck. She should remember that Rafał was no longer a child. Of course she should, but how could she do that when she knew how painfully people had hurt him? Anita had seen his tears, his fear, his pain. She was the one who had been there for him when he woke up in the night covered in sweat, chased by nightmares of the past. She was the one who gave him a hand when he stumbled and fell. For him, she had even decided to become a poor act

In one second, Rafał was flooded with all the black emotions and thoughts that were connected with Tomek. He remembered his inappropriate jokes about impotence, the rumors he spread among their friends and the laughter that cut like a scalpel in unskilled hands - blindly and deeply.Since they had left school, Rafał had had no relationship with Tomek. It had been seven years or so, during which Brylski had done everything to forget the cruelty of his "friend" and to be able to trust people again. He had worked on himself every day until he had finally managed to trust Damian and actually start living a normal life for the first time, so why was Tomek now standing before his eyes again?Rafał smiled awkwardly. The sight of his former friend was so surprising to him that he didn't know how to react. Should he pretend to enjoy the meeting, as if nothing bad had ever happened between them, or should he ignore him, pretend not to know him and get the problem over with? Befo

“It's wet,” Tobiasz Mońka pointed out the obvious fact without taking his eyes off the huge puddle that stood in the middle of the set. “There will be a slip in shooting again...”Jarek Kurek, the assistant director standing next to him, shook his head.“It will not happen," he reassured his colleague. “The actresses' skirts will be rolled up and only the upper parts of the body will be shot. What needs to be filmed in its entirety will be processed by computer. Różycki said.”“Thank God! Don't get me wrong, but I have a less than favorable impression of this location. I would bemoan the fact that we've already moved to another location.”“I know what you mean," sighed Jarek Kurek. “People are even starting to say that Radosz is the one who brought us bad luck.”Mońka snorted and smacked his lips. Sure, everything started to flow differently when Damian Radosz appeared o

Damian was a human being, not an animal, so how could he have so thoughtlessly given into his urges and had sex with this innocent, absolutely sweet man that was Rafał? He, who was not gay and on top of that was engaged!It was the height of decency. Totally irresponsible. But it had happened, Damian had started something and now he would be acting like garbage if he didn't take responsibility. If after that night Rafał, overcoming his shyness, tried to contact him, it meant he had a reason. Radosz couldn't just ignore him. That would be pigheaded.“Danusia, I'm sorry, but someone on the set tried to contact me. It could be something important...”Damian stepped aside and called Brylski. He wasn't sure if the actor would answer the phone, since he might currently be on set, but at least he would know that Radosz hadn't pounced on him.Brylski, however, picked up after the fourth beep and Damian's heart leapt.“Rafal, I'm sorry I d