Semua Bab Get me married: Bab 121 - Bab 130

For a while, I felt better and I truly believed Aiden’s words. So instead of wallowing in pain and grief over nothing. I had breakfast and decided to go with the flow and have a little faith at the man I married. I had a shower and immediately after that, I was surrounded by people. While this took care of my nails, the others took care of my hair. It took a while and it made me think back to my wedding day. I smiled at myself at the memories and realized that I had no regrets at all. After everything, I believed that I was right at where I was supposed to be. When they were done, others came in and did my makeup and that was even more exhausting. Aiden and Alden were right in the room and they were watching everything like the supervisors they were. I felt even sorry for them. The owners of A&A were babysitting me and probably doing the jobs meant for lower staffs because my husband was domineering but that didn’t mean that I didn’t feel good about it. Alden one time left but Aiden r

“Do you think it was easy to actually bring you out of the bathtub and not want to run my hands all over your body? do you think it was easy to sleep next to you and not want to hold you and kiss you till morning comes? Do you think it was easy to leave you and go to work every morning? Your blue eyes plague my mind, they are even more beautiful than anything I have ever seen. I don’t have to see your body to get intoxicated, I just have to think of those eyes. Not to speak of your smile, it’s like the world becomes heaven when you smile. I die every day from restraining myself, I fight with myself to never look at you for too long. Do you know how I fight with myself to be so playful rather than take you and pin you down underneath me? how I try not to flirt or ogle you? How I try not to desire you just as much I truly want? Can you imagine what it was like for me to see Roman holding you, naked?” he shook, his voice shook, it turned cold, it turned heavy, it paled my bones.“Making

I gave him a nod and turned back to the wine glass I still held in my hand. I was still very much angry over what had happened earlier. I could not help myself neither could I stop myself from feeling the rage that was swelling inside of me. I looked around to find men and women all dressed in amazing attires and high shoulders move around like it was where they were meant to be. I didn’t feel like it was where I was meant to be anymore and knowing that the words of that Skylar affected me to such an extent made me feel even more angry at myself.“Genesis…” Jordan’s warm hand clapped mine then he gently took the glass away from me. I still refused to look at him, because I was unwilling to. Was he embarrassed of me? did he find some kind of truth in what Skylar said? was that why he didn’t bother to defend me? I kept asking myself and the thought of it simply made the anger in my heart worsen.“Are you not going to look at me?” he asked and placed his hand on my chin. His voice had a

“What do you mean by that?” I instantly got up from where I had been sitting to look at him.“Nothing,” he smiled faintly and stretched his hand towards me. I raised my brows at him and refused to take his hand when he gave me no solid answer.“He has never danced. I don’t think that he can even. I’m just scared that he would make a fool of himself. So, stop dancing if you suspect anything, there are too many reporters here,” he came closer, took my hand and started leading me to the door. His explanation seemed reasonable, but I could not help but feel that it was not. But I didn’t have time to question him about it when I had to go down for a dance.There were less people in the hallway now and those who were still around were also heading downstairs, the same direction that I was heading to. I didn’t need anyone to tell me that the dance was about to start. When we got down the stairs, I found that a lot of space had been created and men in different Tuxedos had been lined up in a

The cars ran past the streets, buildings, trees giving it the blurry view that got me entranced within the space outside the car. My mind moved from one place to another in a daze and the wheel of my thoughts ran fast and wide, it made it hard for me to keep still. I could feel myself panicking from each thought but I held it in by making sure to breathe when I needed to breath and sigh heavily when I needed to.How could Nate suddenly show up? why did he have to show up now? Its was so unfair that he had to suddenly fall from the sky when I had only just found happiness, found Jordan, found a husband and there was finally a trace of what love could be like. I might be thinking ahead of myself especially since what I and Jordan had might not love, but I was hoping. I shook my head at that thought and tried to think of something else. No, I was indeed going too far. I turned my attention from the mirror to Jordan. The light from the street helped in casting a shadow on his face but I c