Semua Bab Crazy in Love : Bab 31 - Bab 40

It's already late when Ethan leaves the house. We talked a lot, and I'm happy with what I found, especially about Ally. She was a bully in her childhood. Who would have thought Ally was a mama's girl but turned out to be a fighter when still a kid? It's seven a.m., as usual; I need to work again. I was thinking about how Ally is now. She's still not answering all my calls, messages, and emails. I ought to go to the hospital, but I was hesitant. It might be harmful to Ally's condition if she sees me. Ethan could check on her. That's a good idea. I just ate oatmeal and had coffee for breakfast. If it's not because of my medication, I won't eat. I took a bath and got ready to work. I saw Ally On my way, sitting next to this girl outside the coffee shop on the bench. I must say, she was discharged and chose to go home to that woman. I felt so wretched because I thought Ally might have moved on and was already in love with this girl. What am I supposed to do? Does it need to be this w

I have a terrible headache. I got home without knowing, and I was topless. Did Ethan drove me home?"Hannah, it's your last! Maybe next time you'll get pregnant without your permission," as I sermon myself while messing on my hair.I'm late for work, and my head seems to explode. How much did I drink that passed me out? Later I need to find out with Ethan what happened, and it must be despicable.When I went down, I saw a jacket in the living room. I can't tell it's Ethan because it's too small for him.I didn't pay attention much because of what time already, so I hurried to take a shower, didn't eat, and just got dressed—eyebrow then enough.My car is here, so someone must drove me. I don't even remember driving home last night.I was wearing my high heels, thin blouse, and not too short skirt while clamp my hair up, which made me look sophisticated. Being not okay doesn't mean we will take ourselves for granted. I need to look

I don't know if I'll be maddened for Natalie being impulsive coz she even followed me here in the cemetery rather than call. She ruined the moment I was supposed to have with Billy. I couldn't shout at her either coz I might offend her.She didn't have a car, so It would not be nice of me not to offer a ride. It looks like Natalie wants to spend more time pursuing me."Natalie, do you want to drink first before you go home," It didn't sound good inviting her, but I'd rather hang out than staying at home alone, pissed off about the divorce Ally got filed."It's true, Ms. Hannah? Did I hear it right? You're asking me coz I won't refuse that. For a long time, I've wanted to go out with you, Ms. Hannah," as she said, with joy that her smile was up to the ear.Natalie even claps with so much fun. I lose the chance to take it back coz she already hopes besides it's not that bad. We will just socialize."Yup! I'm serious Natalie, why do I look clown?" I s

Finally and I got her home. Now I can be with her for at least one day. For sure, when her intoxication is gone, she will leave, so I will not miss this opportunity to make her feel how eager I am for her. Ally knows she's not home and wants to go, but there's nothing she can do because she is so drunk. I laid her on the bed, wiped her, and changed her clothes. I looked at her bushy eyebrows, puffy eyes, sharp nose, and rosy and fleshy lips. It's been two years, but she still loves me. "I love you, Ally, more than you ever know. One day everything will be okay," I whispered as I stroked her hair gently. I leaned over her, and tears fell as my luscious and wet lips landed on hers, parting them as I embedded my tongue slightly—the softness of her skin, her mesmerizing smell that I lost control of my inner desire. I badly missed her. Ally stirred and said, "Hannah, what are you doing? I'm going home." Her eyes open wide in surprise. I ignored it. I got rid of my blouse and bra, whic

[Ally Point of View] I went to her office to find out why she needed to go to the doctor. I still care and can't bear to worry at all for her, then that's what I'm going to see.Shame on her, Billy is gone, but Natalie is around. I also don't understand where Anna is, or where Billy is, why they seem not everywhere.Today is Cloe's flight, and I'll take her to the airport somehow; she has been a big part of my life. For almost one year, she was there when I could hardly go home drunk.I met Chloe at their Bar, where I often go. In the day-to-day that God made, she sees how I am becoming an outcast. She approached and introduced herself until we ended up in a different kind of relationship. I could forget Hannah and learn to love her as much as she loved me, but I couldn't.I was about to leave to pick up Cloe when my phone suddenly rang. Ethan was calling."Oh, Dude? What's up?" I asked him as I adjusted the laces of my shoes.