We both sat on the bench first. His head was leaning on my shoulder while we were holding hands... I was silent and so was he.A few seconds later, I felt him squeeze my hand. I didn't realize that I was smiling because of what he was doing and my heart was starting to beat faster again.I miss this, this feeling. When I saw that his tears were falling earlier, it was as if the anger I was feeling disappeared, it was replaced by pain because he was hurting...so I was hurting too.I looked at the time and realized that I had been here for two hours, I told my son that I was fast. I was going to speak but my tongue is retreating, I want to stay here next to him...but I have to go home."I miss you, Elyse." It suddenly promised that I stopped."What??""I miss both of you, Elyse. Do you miss me as well?" He sat properly and looked me in the eye.I bit my lip before nodding. What's the use if I lie to him...it's true that I miss him. I'm mad at him, that's true, but at the same time I mis

"Maybe but I'm not sure," I said confused. What will I do later? Hmm, take Elizabeth to school and then... go back to Mike's house? That's all I'll do later.[Why? Do you have anything else to do tsk.]"You know, you're weird. You weren't like that before." I said shaking my head. What I mean is super jealous for him? It's obvious, the way he speaks and the way his voice changes when we get to a topic like this. I'm confused because I don't know , it's like some Xander is showing me. the stupid Xander, the cold Xander, the sweet Xander and the jealous Xander...that's a lot of personality.[What do you mean weird huh? I was really weird to you then, right?] I laughed a little weakly at what he said because it's true that I said that to him, many times already."Yes, but you're weirder now, I don't know in what way you're weird, but that's it!" That's all I said.[You're the one who's weird, I can't understand anything you're saying--] he suddenly stopped speaking and it was as if I hea

No way, what is he thinking now..."I said---" he didn't finish what he had to say. He frowned as he looked behind me now and it was as if someone was looking at him.I was about to turn around but Xander suddenly pulled my hand behind him. I was surprised to see that there were six men there and they were wearing masks.I immediately backed away and covered my mouth when they suddenly took out a knife and tried to stab Xander but Xander was able to defend himself against them."Inside the car!!""W-What??""Get inside the car!!" He yelled at me and because I was panicking I got into another car, I didn't realize that it wasn't Xander's car, was it open?I saw his every move, the way he punched the man and how he moved to avoid being stabbed with a knife. I was stunned when he grabbed the knife he was holding and stabbed it in the man's stomach, Xander answered the other man's hand.I stared at the blood dripping..."Dammit! Why did you go in there!"I was surprised when Xander pulled

"Where have you been?" He asked me an open question. He is like my father and I am his son who is waiting for him to come home, as if there is a curfew."Outside, I just took a breather."I'm lying."Are you with someone?""Nothing, I'm alone." I'm lying again."Alright, I'll go to the room first. By the way, good morning!" I didn't wait for him to answer, I hurried into the room. When I entered, I saw that Elizabeth was already awake."Mommy? Where are you from?"He asked in surprise.I stepped closer to him"Outside sweetie, Mommy just took a breather.""With Daddy Xander?" My eyes widened slightly at the last question."A-What? B-Why would Xander end up here so soon?" I can't look away from my son."Because of you...?" He asked for an answer."Come on Mom, I saw it. I saw from here that you got out of a yellow car mommy. And I know it was Daddy Xander's car." He spits.I scratched my head in shame. Okay, maybe he woke up earlier."Shhhh, let's see what you saw okay.""Okay... that'

[So, I should be thankful for that experience?] This is philosophizing."Oh, don't stop, it's embarrassing for you, isn't it. I taught you how to kiss and then--" I couldn't finish what I was saying when someone suddenly knocked on the door."Elyse??" That's Mike's voice.I heard it knock again."You're awake right??""Ah, yes! Why?" I will ask.What else does he need??[Who's that?] Xander asked me."Mike--"[Damn! Can you just tell him to f**k off? Can't he see that we're talking on the phone?!] he asked irritably.I think she's on her period, she's so hot, my god!"I'm here right now inside the room and he's outside so how can he see?" I calmly promised him.[Tsk, whatever!]"Can you please open the door?"I was suddenly shaken, I almost forgot that Mike was just outside the room.I stood up slowly because I was feeling dizzy again. I got close to the door and slowly opened it."Hmm, do you need something?"I scratched my head and asked him."Are you talking with someone a while ag