Grieving Hearts のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

~~Grief only exists where love lived once~~ Onika's Pov.... Today I woke up in the middle of night with a jerk. I was sweating profusely. My palms were a bit shaky with the aftereffect of the nightmare. I heard Alex crying loudly, it was then I realized I had screamed hard, hard enough to wake him up from his peaceful slumber like countless other nights. I immediately took Alex on my lap to soothe him, it took me nearly half an hour to calm him down and assure him that everything is all right, before he finally fell asleep clutching my fingers tightly as if expecting someone to come and snatch him away from me. Even the thought of it made me shiver in terror. I tried to console myself, to calm myself. But deep down I know, when Agustin finds me he will make my life hell again. 'Right at this moment I hate you the most Agustin, more than I have ever done before. I hate you with ev

Agustin's POV... I grabbed the Private Investigator by his throat and seethed at him, my eyes burning with pure rage at the repeated failure, "What the hell are you good for if you can't find a woman, with no resources whatsoever to hide herself from one of the best investigating team." I tightened my hold on his neck. "I gave you enough time that's it, if I don't get Onika's whereabouts within a week you are as good as dead, understand?" I withdrew my hand from his throat and threw him on the floor.  He started choking and gasping for air. Ignoring the question I just asked, this time my voice increased by an octave "I. Asked. You. Something. " "Ye-yes--Si-Sir" he stuttered. "Good, now don't show me your face unless you have her address and don't forget you just have one week. Good luck" He ran for the door as fast as his leg would

Onika's POV.... "No. I. Won't," I chewed on every word.  He looked at me with murder in his eyes. But it doesn't scar me anymore, anyways what is left to loose anymore? My self respect is already crumpled into pieces. My love is already crumpled into pieces. "Enough is enough. I am not doing anything you say anymore. I hadn't done anything wrong and I don't deserve to be treated like this, no one deserves to be treated like this. I want divorce, isn't that what normal people do Agustin? You think I have cheated on you, then go on divorce me and free us both from this hell." At this everybody around me gasped in horror, afraid what will happen next, I wasn't allowed to answer back anymore or refuse him. Something changed in Agustin's eyes, something scary. But to my surprise he started laughing hard. "You think that I will let you go that easily then you don't know me at all. No one messes with m

Onika's POV... Finally, it's Sunday! I just love Sundays. Well who doesn't?! Firstly, I don't have to go to the office, which means no Theodore, and more importantly, it's the only day I get to spend time with Alex. I gave Shira the day off so that I can spend some time with Alex alone.  He is one hell of a naughty child. Right now I am running behind him with a food bowl in my hand. He gave me a sinister smile and started running away, tripping on his steps every now and then. "You love giving mummy a chase, don't you?" I asked playfully. "Let me catch you once, then you will have to finish the whole bowl, I am not gonna have any of your tantrums today." Saying that I started running behind him deliberately slow to give him a false sense of victory, bringing a bright smile on his face. As I was about to catch him. . . Everything hap

Onika's POV.....His lips crushed to mine with a feverish need, exploring them urgently.I didn't know what to do. I froze at my place like a statue neither denying him now resisting him, my eyes shut close, feeling my gut tied in knots. He grew desperate as I kept my lips shut.Suddenly bit on my lower lips hard and I gasped in pain he took the chance to enter my mouth. Exploring each and every reassess​ of my mouth thoroughly as if he has waited for the moment for too long and want to savour each and every moment. I could say he was trying hard to provoke a response out of me but I wasn't able to do any thing. Maybe in another circumstances I would have felt something other than this paralyzing feeling if Alex wasn't in the hospital and all I could see is his unconscious form waiting for me.He finally released a frustrated sigh and said " don't you think you can do better than that?"