Varun pov,        I never thought that I would meet her next day itself, thats even in my classroom.. I never noticed how many girls were in my classroom and how they look due to the lack of interest and the reason of my seating in last bench of classroom.. That day, She and her friends had came lately for the class.. For that professor scolded them and ordered them to stand in the end of classroom as a punishment.. I got chance to saw her due to the reason she came to the end of the classroom which is near to my bench.. Her friend had murmured something to her.. For which she smiled, That’s when I saw her friend who made her to smile.. Her friend is a fat girl with average looking and her other friend look slim and beautiful.. To know about her details, I asked my classmate who is sitting next to me "What's her name".. He told me that her name is Gowri and also he added about her friends name but I was not interested to listen it as the r

Varun pov, After that day, I didn't called her to my room for next two months.. In between that two months, my semester exams were finished.. Therefore, I went to home for semester vacation.. I pretended in front of her that I was busy that's why I didn’t called her to my room.. In that first month, I only knew how much I restrain myself from calling her to my room.. I went home for the semester vacation because I was afraid that I would lose my control and call her to my room.. After the semester leave, I came back to the college.. My sister got a seat in same college where I studying.. Therefore my sister also came with me as her class is going to start from next day onwards.. That weekend I called gundu to my room with the thought that I was just attracted to her body and having sexual activity with her does not going change my hatred for her.. I explore her body again and again until the desire I had suppressed for last two month was resolved.. Her voice

Varun pov,   The thought she should live happily with me without facing any difficulty was deeply ingrained in my mind.. After coming my house as my wife, she should live happily without any hardship.. Therefore, to give her best life, I started to participate in all the government examination to get government job.. And also I applied for job in private companies with the thinking that I can give better life after paying off all my family debts if I got job with good salary.. I know that she will not leave me for those reasons since she loved me after knowing my family hardship.. However, its my responsibility to keep her happy as her husband.. Currently I'm on the way to my part time work.. All of a sudden, my gundu called me on the phone and exclaimed,  "Hello Varun.. I have something important to say to you.. Quickly come to the park nearby my hostel.."  A smile blossomed on my face as soon as I heard her voice.. She

Varun pov,      Damn it.. Why this gundu switched off her phone ??.. I have been calling her like crazy since yesterday evening but her phone is switched off.. What happened to her ??.. Why did she switched off her phone??.. Yesterday afternoon I saw her in the canteen, after that I have not seen her yet.. Today she didn’t attend her exam also.. I planned to propose her tonight and take her to my home with me tomorrow as our final year exams are overed today.. But, why she was behaving like this all of a sudden ??.. Is she angry with me for not believing the perjury she told ??.. I feel as my mind would be exploded when I think about all this.. Currently I'm waiting in the restaurant to meet restaurant owner to inform him that I won't come to work from tomorrow onwards and also to get this month salary.. I overheard my workmate sathish conversation with ramesh.. "Machi ( buddy ).. Look this fat bit*h.. Who took this fat sl*t to the

Varun pov, I was blindly believed that she would never leave me.. When I couldn't able find her after searching everywhere, I slowly begin to realize that my gundu really leaved her varun.. Whenever I thinks of her last words that she uttered in the canteen about our baby, I feel a cruel pain in my heart.. The thought, that what if she said might be true, was gruelling my soul.. Unable to bear that pain, I start to convince myself that whatever she said must be lie.. I could not believe and accept that she had left me.. Therefore, I went to all her friends house in search of her but no one knew where she had gone.. I could not bear her separation.. Wherever I look, the pain I had given her came and stood before my eyes like fire.. I was wandering around like crazy not knowing what to do.. I started to consume drugs to endure all my pain.. I began to torment myself with the thought that I was the reason for her pain.. I don’t know how to endure my pain without