"heyyy bitch!!!!! " my maniac best friend yells as she enters the cafeteria with what I think is a scale. Why ?" hey weirdo.. " I said as I shake my head at her before she takes her seat just in front of me, as usual." so what's got you so happy" she asked and stares at me plainly." uhm I will call that an understatement because I'm just not in a bad mood " I state with a frown." yeah yeah so what happened " she asked " nothing " I muttered and then I quickly fixed my ham burger into my mouth. Hell I don't even know why I'm happy myselfLiar its because you are finally talking  to Adam.What the fuck thats not whyYeah yeah keep saying it till you believe it.You know you are supposed to be thinking of what I'm thinking aboutYes and mind you, its Adam you are thinking ofOf course not, mind your businessI'm you princess" uhm were you having a melt down earlier

As soon as I dropped Cheryl off the next morning at school, I did the next thing I could and told Shawn to watch over her  because I couldn't do it alone.  He has also seen her at her worst just like me and it wasn't nice.The first and second period went smoothly and I wasn't paying attention in any of the classes, all I could feel was anger, confusion and sadness, why would dad call Cheryl, after all these years, I just couldn't understand anymore. What was mum keeping from us too?As soon as the bell rang, signaling the end of the second period, I picked my bag off the floor and made my way to the gym for P.E as that was the third period, we usually had P.E after lunch but it got changed this week. I changed into my shorts and sports shirt as soon as I entered the rest room. A frown still on my face to tell every one to back off. I opened the door and walked past the gym to the field where every one gathered with the coach right in our middle.

ELIZABETH:I opened my eyes, got out of bed and then I took my shower before searching my closet for what to wear to school today. Its a Friday, meaning the end of the school work for the week and the start of the weekend and also meaning today after school, Alex will try to talk me into attending another night party again like she does even though I always turn her down. I mean why would I want to go to a night party when I can eat popcorn with mum and watch a movie . As I ransacked my closet, I could not help but think about what Alex said two days ago in the lunch room, I ask myself this same question every morning. Do I love Adam? Am I in love with him? And still I have no answer to my question. I'm lost and I'm sure I don't even know what to do, with Alex constantly bickering about Adam every time I see her, Adam always shooting me smirks and winking at me in the hallways, in class too. Urge I feel so frustrated.He is confusing me too but its fine, I don't ca

ADAM:" hey you going to the party tonight? " I asked Shawn and I got to our hideout place after school on Friday." don't know. I kind of have a date tomorrow so I don't wanna go some where " he answered and my eyes almost burger out." you... You have a date? " I stuttered and quickly took my seat beside him on the pool chair. He blushed" yes I have a date " he said and I grinned and fist bumped him." finally man. You are gonna get laid " I said and smirked while he blushed again. " quit blushing dude or I'd think you are in love with her " I added " I think I love her " he said and I opened my mouth as I registered what he said. He loves someone." Shawn I lo... " I was about to tell him that I'm also in love with someone too until he stops me." but you can't know how it feels " he said interrupting me and a frown finds its way to my lips but I quickly hide it." what's that supposed to mean? " I

ADAM:" I don't deserve Elizabeth. " I said silently as I opened the door to where the drinks were kept. Shawn was right, I was a player and I can't just change all of a sudden. What if its just lust, what if I'm sexually attracted to her and I think its love. What if I just have to bang someone, its been a while I haven't had sex in weeks just because its her I can't seem to get out of my head. What if I just need to get laid, Shawn is right, I'm bad news for Elizabeth. I don't deserve her. I picked the first bottle of vodka and I drowned it all in one shot. My back pressed against the wall as I drowned the second bottle of vodka. As I picked the third one, and placed it in my mouth the door opened abruptly to reveal just the girl I was thinking about.Am I hallucinating now?. Adam get a grip of yourself, you are bad for her. I drank from the bottle again as I looked away from my imagination. I watched as the girl drank a bottle of vodka and hissed as sw