ELIZABETH:Today was one of those days when I don't want to go to school or see any human being, today was the day. The day Dena left me. The day Dena died. I didn't want to see a single soul today but I couldn't stay in because I don't even have an excuse to.I got out of bed lazily and then mopped my way in to the bathroom with a sad face. I stripped and got into the shower before turning the water to warm. As soon as the warm water wets my body I feel relieved a little. If only I could wash the guilt away from my body. If only I could take back the hands of time, I'd go back and take her place." honey " As the sound of mum's voice, I knew she knows that today is the day and so she wakes me up every may 4th because she is scared that I might take my life on that day. Not that the thought hasn't crossed my mind yet but I just couldn't bring myself to commit suicide, I just can't..." honey " now she was banging the door. Easy mum I'm not dead yet. I got out of

" this is like an action comic, it only happens in movies " Dena yelled as she tried to talk to me over the sound of the motorcycle. Her mum got it for her on her birthday this year and yes she is not yet allowed to drive it but apparently here we are." its real Dena and I'm still scared for my mum " I said, my hands pressed tightly around her waist as she drove us to God knows where." don't worry Eliza your mum will be fine. I know how this will end " she said with finality as she increased her speed, causing me to shut up" this is it. My hide out you are welcome " she said and did a bow. I removed my helmet and looked around." do you want to trap us ? " I asked as I stared at the alley that was surrounded by trees." that's the plan,he won't find us " she said" here you are Elizabeth " a voice shot up and I stared at dad then at Elizabeth." I know you were going to come here. It didn't take me much to know her hi

P.S: grab a tissue because there will be lots of tearful momentsELIZABETH:" Dena!!! " I yelled and opened my eyes before sitting on the bed. This makes the third time this week, same nightmare and the same guilt feeling." honey " mum dashed into my room the third time this week again. I'm kind of already feeling so bad and stupid." hey hey " she whispered as she climbed my bed, carefully pulling me into her arms for a hug. " mum " I said shakingly as I wrapped my hands around her as the tears start spilling." oh baby.. Its gonna be alright " mum chanted over and over again as I sobbed into her chest... There is no going back from this. I need therapy... AgainI make my way into the locker room with a frown on my face and my hood covering my horrible looking hair and not to talk of the sleep bags under my eyes. The only good thing about today is that its Friday which means I don't have to see any huma

" hi " I said plainly" don't bug her dork " Alex said as she hit Ralph's head with her phone." what the fuck " Ralph growled and I found myself smiling and trying to hold a laugher." what's that ? " he turned to me angrily" nothing " I whispered." I will be back Betty. I will just get snacks and then we can go off to my room " she said walking away from the sitting room. Leaving me and Ralph alone." okay " I nodded and sat on the arm rest with my phone in my hand. I didn't know what to do so I just stared at the television not even understanding what's going on." hey " my head turns abruptly to look at Ralph " why are you guys not in school " he asked while munching on pop cornI don't know which I'm more focused on. His lips or his question" nothing " I muttered.. He stared at me for a while before looking away" okay " he muttered. And I looked at the TV again.

" see you on Monday " I said as I got down from Alex's car with my bag on my shoulder." okay then.. But text me about the date " she said. I frowned" its not a date and we are not even friends " I answered her." you will be soon. " she said smirking at me." okay then.. Bye " I said" say hi to your mum for me and wear something hot on your date " she said and then drove away.You better run away dummyI walked inside my house after picking the key under the pot in front of the house. Every where was silent and I suddenly miss Alex all over again.I walked up to my room and got out of my clothes quickly before going into the bathroom... After taking my bath, I got out of the shower and cleaned my body before putting on a black joggers, a white hoodie and a back converse to match. I put on lip gloss and then decided to leave my hair down in its natural curly waves after brushing i