Semua Bab Beautiful Scars: Bab 21 - Bab 30

"Are you really okay, Tatiana?" Caleb asked while we're walking along the sea shore.I can't say that I'm fine because I feel anxious, really. If it wasn't because of that f*cking creepy guy who kept texting me.I looked at him teary–eyed. "He... he called," I said with my shaky voice. His eyes were stayed in mine for a while before he pulled me for a hug."Caleb, he's here...""Hush... I know, love. I know," he said as he caressed my hair. The tears that I kept last night started to streamed down my face.This is so new of me. I'm not crying when someone asked me if I'm fine. But whenever I'm with Caleb, I feel safe. I feel like he's my safe zone, my comfort zone.I pulled out on the hug and was about to wipe my tears when he did it for me.I'm just looking at him while he's wiping my tears. God, if I fell in love with this guy, it his fault.He smiled at me like a kid so I smiled back. This time, my smile is real.

The next day, after I passed out last night, I woke up in a hospital, again. Caleb wasn't here and I'm glad of that thought. But he left with a notice. Hey, sorry. I know it's my fault on why are you here but I hope you'll be fine. I didn't message Moliana or Jill because I think that you don't want them to know :). Take care of yourself, love. My cheeks flushed in embarrassment or what. I don't know. I think I'm getting insane. When I read his notes especially the last part wherein he called me "love" hits different. I mean, we're not a thing, maybe a friendly gesture? Well, I guess so. I am planning on messaging Moli because she'd been texting me non-stop. I don't know why. Maybe Jill called him, asking who am I with in the island. I feel sorry but it's her fault. If he didn't just told him about the vacation! When a doctor came in. "Hey, Tatiana. How are you feeling?" the doctor asked while the nurse is checking on my IV. "Well, I

“Tatiana, you’re glowing," Molly said, smiling at me. I looked at her, confused.“What are you talking about?”“Girl, stop me! I know that you and Caleb are a thing,” she teased. I rolled my eyes and sighed."No, we're not. We're..." I stopped. What is the thing between Caleb and me?"What? Are you two dating?" She asked.I shake my head. "Nope. We're... Well, I can't say that we are dating or lovers, maybe more than friends but less than lovers," I said. She nods."Mm-hm? Okay, then, you two are friends with benefits then?"My eyes widened and my cheeks flushed. "What the f*ck, Molly?" She laughed while I'm embarrassed."Oh, come on, Tati. I know that you two did it," she said.I nodded as she gasped. "What the... hell?! You two really did that?! I'm just catfishing you, biatch!""Yeah, what ever. But we really did that, before we go back in Manila. I lost my virginity in Las I

After my day full of meetings, Caleb treat me in a fancy restaurant.We’re currently dating when someone called him and he’s still talking to that person.“What’s taking him so long?” I asked myself bored, when someone sits in front of me, where Caleb’s sitting earlier.“Looks like your date ditch you,” he said with a smirk. I scoffed. “Eh? He’s just talking to someone, emergency you know.” I said, defending Caleb.“Hm. But I saw you waiting for him like...” he stopped and looked at his wrist watch. “Like 30 minutes already.”What he said was real. I’ve been sitting and waiting for Caleb for like 30 minutes, just like this man said.“Maybe the call is just so emergency.” I said, still defending Caleb.“Come on. Don’t fool yourself, Agatha. You know he ditched you — or not ditch but he’d left.” He sa

“You did what?” Caleb asked unbelievably.With my eyes full of tears, I look up at him and saw his side that I never saw before.“Ca-caleb, I didn’t mean to do that! My... my Mom forced me to... to... to did... that,” I stuttered.His eyes are red, like he’s trying to stop his tears from falling down.“Agatha, I f*cking trusted you! And you did what? You f*cking ruined that trust!” He shout as he throw the vase beside me. I jumped as the vase cracked into pieces.“Please... please...” I begged. He looked at me disgustingly as he kneel down to face me.“You are a... piece of sh*t! You are a wh*re! A slut! A f*cking bitch that f*cks everyone, every man!” He shout right in front of my face. I covered my ears.“NO! No... no, no, no, no! No! No... you...” I looked up at him. “You did not call me names... you love me, you’re just mad. Yeah, you&r