After a very annoying incident this morning, I started to go about my daily routine with more enthusiasm and joy. I put Kane and Vella out of my mind and filled them with all kinds of work to do today. But actually I feel weird with myself right now, because I think I'm too cheerful and excessive when greeting all the residents of the hospital I met today. Whenever my brain would remember them, I would immediately distract it by meeting the gossiping nurses at the nurse station, or occupying myself with attending to patients who wanted to consult with me. Today I opened a practice with an unlimited time. If they wish to consult with me for an hour or twenty-four hours non-stop, I will gladly serve them. It's better to be physically tired than mentally tired. Ohh, you are so melancholy. Yes, that's me. Knock knock "Please come in," I said kindly, smiling at a man who was holding a very beautiful girl. The girl's face was white with chubby cheeks as red as peaches. She

After that night— Kane and I, we never had physical contact and greeted each other when we got home. Kane was very stubborn with his ego and didn't want to talk to me at all. He was really just silent when we met at home. Through his gestures he wanted me to apologize for my harsh words to him. But I feel like he should be the one apologizing to me and trying to fix the condition of our nearly shattered household. Because our fight that night was mostly because he maliciously didn’t want to divorce me, and he didn't want to lose Vella. As a woman, I can't live with an uncertainty like this. I need a clear marital status and also a loyal husband. If he doesn't want to lose Vella a second time, he should let me go and let me live happily with another man who can make me happy. God... I want to cry and scream at mom. I want to tell mom everything that our marriage is not real. It's just an emotionally draining fake marriage. But whenever the temptation to call mom comes

“Hello mom, how are the orphanages and sunflower gardens doing now? I haven't had time to visit them yet. Did the local government take good care of them?” This afternoon I took the time to call my mother and ask about the orphanage and my sunflower garden. Since Hanah and Max haven't arrived yet, I can take a little longer to call mom. I haven't called mom in a long time and chatted with her. The last time I called mom, when I told mom I wasn't pregnant, and it's been a really long time. "Oh my God, where have you been? You haven't called me in days and visited me. What have you been doing all this time? I always come to your house, but you guys must be working. You abandoned me after marrying Kane. And now you're just asking about your orphanage and sunflower garden. Tsk, you brat." Mom threw all kinds of protests at me. I can imagine her frowning face as she talks to me right now. Must be very funny. And I really don't mind mom scolding me. It is reasonabl

The next day everything went normally. I seem to have forgotten what happened yesterday and decided to forget everything. I don't want to be stressed about a problem I can't fix at all. I'll just waste energy if I keep thinking about that problem in my head, while Kane and Vella don't even think about it at all. Today I start my day by cleaning the house and cooking. Nothing is different after our fight last night. I'm not too bothered by yesterday's problem either. I don't care about all the lies that Kane has made or his complicated past. The most important thing now is that he lives with me and loves me with all his heart. I honestly felt really touched by his courage to try to be honest with me. Yesterday he was really really awesome. Well, even though I was disappointed in him. But never mind, why get angry and keep fighting. It won't solve any problem. We are both adults and want to do things better as adults. We should be able to resolve our quarrels with a cool head

"Kane, I'm going backstage to see Hanah."I immediately left after getting a nod from Kane. During the dance performance, Max and I were very excited to cheer, supporting Hanah who was dancing on stage beautifully. As for my rigid husband, he repeatedly yawned bored while fiddling with his smartphone lazily. Several times the corner of my eye glanced at his phone, he was observing his company chart which was constantly crawling up. He had nothing else to do but swipe up and down the screen of his cellphone to distract from the boredom he was feeling. He wasn't actually in the plans to attend a children's event like this. He'd better be at home and drown himself with dozens of boring company files. But only because Vella suddenly came, I decided to bring him to this event because I didn't want Kane to spend time alone with Vella.BughA woman in a red hat hit me hard on the shoulder. I turned to the woman in annoyance while holding my aching shoulder.&ldq