Snow With all that has been going on, I actually haven't sat down to think about my feelings, whether I have feelings for Cody or not. But now as I think about it, I think I do. I can't be very sure. It's scary. It's scary because I remember I once fell in love and I destroyed what James and I had. That was all on me. I'm scared that if I truly am in love, it might not end on a good note. I might destroy whatever special relationship Cody and I will have and that will also be my fault. I don't want that to happen, at least not to him. He's been good to me. I can't pay him back like that. I'm supposed to think positive and hope for a positive outcome, but I can't. And I don't want to. Maybe I'll sit this out. I won't tell Cody that I might be in love with him. He'll probably get over me and find someone better than me. Someone richer and prettier than me. Someone like Kesha. Maybe I should just let Kesha have Cody to herself. Besides, we'll all go back to our old lives after the inv

Cody Today is actually a bright beautiful day, even though there are a few dark clouds in the sky. Remembering last night always brings a smile to my face. I can't help it. And everytime I gaze at Snow, it takes everything in me to not kiss her. She's bubbly and cheerful and she's also glowing this morning. She's fucking gorgeous today. Seeing her with Nicolette and Jacque is also a bonus. I've never seen Snow smile and laugh this much before. She looks happier than ever. And I don't want anything to ruin that for her. I would let her stay with her aunt and uncle if I wasn’t so selfish and didn’t want her by my side. But this morning I received a weird text message from an anonymous number. I don't know if I should ignore it or not. But I'll keep my eyes wide open and look out for anything suspicious. Right now, I'm spending a wonderful day with Sam and Snow and her family and I don't want anything to ruin it. It'll crush Snow. I'll focus on the good moments we're sharing now. Tha

Snow "Are you okay?" Sam asks, rubbing my back while I throw up. I shake my head and keep vomiting. After I feel like my gut is completely empty, I rinse my mouth with cold water, go back into the living room, and switch off the TV. "Is this what you wanted to tell me?" I ask after a brief silence. "Yes." Lee answers, glaring at Sam this time. "We wanted to let you know." "We're sorry about this Snow." Sam apologised. "That's one of the reasons why Cody left early today. He really wanted to stay and take care of you but when he found out, he left you in our care so that he could take care of everything. But we're guessing things got out of control." "That's the main reason why we're here with you." Lee adds. I sigh, passing my hands in my hair in frustration. "It doesn't really bother me, even though that's defamation. People out there will think I'm some cheap slut going for you and your brother. I care less about that. But, seeing myself on the news, it actually triggered a mem

Snow "I love you Snow. You've probably heard these words before from someone else. But I want you to know that that someone isn't me. Our relationship won't end up like your last relationship did. I promise you that." I gaze at him as he speaks. I listen to the words that I know are true but my mind is telling me otherwise. "I didn't want to fall in love again. But after living with you for sometime, I realised that I was wrong to make that decision. You're not June and I'm not James. I'm Cody Wells. And you're Lily Jenkins. And I promise that nothing will ever keep us apart. I trust you. Do you trust me?" "I trust you Cody." I answer. He pulls me in and embraces me tightly. Tears well up in my eyes. The obstacle here now was me. What if I do something wrong to keep us apart? What if I push Cody away like I did to James? What if I become the cause of our breakup? I can't remember exactly how my relationship with James was like, but what I can remember is that we were in love. So if

Cody As if I know she is right behind me, I turn to look at the most stunning and gorgeous woman walking towards my table with the brightest smile I've ever seen. I return the smile and get up, helping her to her seat. She's looking so hot tonight that I could take her right now. But I have to control myself. "I'm sorry I took so long, my hair brush got stuck in my hair. I'm really sorry." She explains to me. "Don't worry about it. How's your scalp? It probably hurt while you were trying to get it out." I smile, staring at her face. "My scalp hurts a little bit, but I found a way to get it out without hurting myself too much. I'm still sorry, Cody. I probably made you think I wasn't going to come." "You're here now, that's all that matters. Let's enjoy our date." I tell her and wave over a waitress. She brings us the menu and we order our drinks. "Have I told you how gorgeous you're looking tonight?" I ask. I lean forward and whisper. "I'm hard right now, so if we don't make this