I was sitting in the room, my legs hugged near my chest, but I wasn't crying, I guess all this year's of experience had me little strong.. I was just rather sitting and wishing that I hope he is fine, no matter how bad and worse he is, I don't wish to see him dead. He should live for god sake! I wondered to myself. Holding my mind together, trying to imagine the good thoughts, which were just never ready to come up in my head. I was tired of thinking about hearing his death news. I hear daome clattering near the door, my head up, when I saw the light shadowing inside the dark and dirt filled room, revealing the more dirt under the yellow sun light that made its way in the room, I saw face of my Shanon, "Hey! Hungry?" She asked, me, o can tell form outside light that it was another day now. I have been here for a whole night already just sitting and thinking about a man. Weird, because I never want to thought about him, and yet here I am. "No!" I said

ROSEANNABenjamin made me sit in the car. "Why do you think you are registered dead like this? How can someone do that?" the queries began, but what am I suppose to reply when even I am unaware that why I am registered dead? When I am alive and fine! I mean what could be the reason for him to register me dead like this? What did he wanted? Why he wanted my name changed was already always a mystery. And now, I am registered dead? How can this be? And why? I kept thinking. "Rosanna!" I heard someone calling my name, my head up in the air, "Whats wrong? You have been zoned out for a while now?" He again asked me, taking my hand in his clutching it tightly, "Don't worry! I will register the new changes and make the Amends," He assured me my hand in his. But I just don't care, not that I will stay or anything I will find reasons or maybe a way out and run away. I have better things to do in life then being someone's wife! I didn't reali

ROSEANNAThe one you think is the culprit isn't the one. Don't he and act according to what you hear, the world is a big place, and there are more people in the story!" He again started to make some clarification for his so called boss, but I ain't naive anymore. "Stop toying with me!" I twisted his wrist, and pushed him closer to the floor. His forehead down on ground. "I know well, you and you people's deal," I told him, he laughing. "Come on! Roseanne! You are trying to fool us. And yet you are believing in what others are telling you?" He laughs, who is he referring others too, "Who others?" I asked him, "You have your beads planted inside the house, I got it, who you are referring to others? That uncle? He have worked with my brother and my late father for years. Even he is more trustable then you!" I mumbled, when he kept laughing. "Whatever! Roseanna! Don't trust me. I don't demand that from you. But hear me closely when I say

oseanna. "I don't fucking know what you are talking about right now. But your behaviour is really really upsetting me. Change and come to your posture or you will see those sides of mine. You never thought that existed. " He with his threatening session he thinks that this scares me? Who is he fooling?This doesn't affects me even by pinch. I think I have seen enough anger and frustration of people. He stared in my eyes intensely trying to scare me or calm me? I don't know and I don't think I care about it. He is just trying to back off. Is he not yet aware that I know all about his truth and his reality if what kind of a man he is? I thought his loyal mates he have left behind me like Ryan had already aware him. That's why he put all the blame on Vellore? Didn't he? Oh! No wait! This is all a fucking act! This is a lie! He is trying to use this strategy. So that he can fool me in making me think that I can't wa

Roseanna. I stood from the place I was sitting as soon as I heard his confession. My mind was blown away and it took me few minutes to release what he said. He haven't just lost his humanity but he have lost him mind as well! A confession at a tile like this! When I am yelling out that he is a bastard. And Ithat I hate him by the core of my heart! He is saying I love you to me?"How come you can say I love you now? Mister?" I came out frustrated at him. But now, hearing the words I crave to hear always sincerely, made my heart tickle a little. After all I am a woman.But I am not nuts! I won't let his tactics to bring me down actually wokr on me! I am well aware that everything he is doing and saying is just a fucking freaking game for this man. "Yes! Because I think the most best time to confess your love for someone is when you know you are going to loose that person. And I am never ever going to loose you! So I think. I should tell you what