CHAPTER 61. Loosing something in me.

I was sitting in the room, my legs hugged near my chest, but I wasn't crying, I guess all this year's of experience had me little strong.. I was just rather sitting and wishing that I hope he is fine, no matter how bad and worse he is, I don't wish to see him dead. He should live for god sake! I wondered to myself. Holding my mind together, trying to imagine the good thoughts, which were just never ready to come up in my head. I was tired of thinking about hearing his death news. 

I hear daome clattering near the door, my head up, when I saw the light shadowing inside the dark and dirt filled room, revealing the more dirt under the yellow sun light that made its way in the room, I saw face of my Shanon, "Hey! Hungry?" She asked, me, o can tell form outside light that it was another day now. I have been here for a whole night already just sitting and thinking about a man. Weird, because I never want to thought about him, and yet here I am. 

"No!" I said