ROSEANNAI was sitting in the room with Rick and Lia, talking about everything I have done for the last four years in New York. My experience, which were good, the fun I had with Ryan all the time, the number of friends I made and how funny things we have achieved with each other, everything telling them, while they laughed with holding tightly on their stomach. It was already evening frok afternoon and there was still tons of things that were still needed to be told. I was feeling as if after years I am able to talk so much. That I felt I really needed a stabler to stitch my lips together. It was annoying I am sure for the front person but for me this was so wholesome. I was really happy. And I was enjoying my time with them dearly.Gosh! I did they I didn't needed them when I arrived here, but after all it was all just a lie. I don't think I can live without them, I can survive but not live. They are my world. My only family. "What abo

ROSEANNA I did came out of the door, closing it behind me, trying to hold back on my tears which I don't even know why are clouding up? It's okay! It's okay! Roseanna. Do you remember your words in the car? No matter what happened after that? We fought again and got distance, so it's just right and makes more sense that he is trying to get himself a girl! Don't be hurt or bothered by it. It's you who gave him the permission. It's you, who needs to talk with head and mind, calming them down. That you don't feel anything about it. I thought to myself and reelaced on the wall beside his door. She was the not the woman I saw when I came back from New York. It was someone else. Someone New. I was just convincing myself as a tear rolled down my eyes, making me feel really pathetic. Shut it up Roseanna! Shut it the fuck up! I told. Myself. And looked up, but heard the door opening beside me. Oh fuck! I need to be away r

  ROSEANNA  "She is going with me," I heard the familiar voice ringing behind the person. As I handed dmy head sidewards a little to look at Noah standing with a smile, and his causal clothes rather then his suits. His smile was slightly twitched sideways like always, I wonder if I have ever seen him not smiling like that? He is always looking like he is smirking!  I wondered, as he started to take steps closer, "Will you?" He asked me, and looked at the driver, I turned to see the face of driver finding him confused and scared, as he backed off."Come on!" He said and extended his hand towards me, for me to take it. But Nah! I am good. I crossed him, ignoring his hands when he chuckled behind me, "Did you saw the gift I gave you last night?"His first question came, when I went over towards his car." Nope! I'm sure dust bin indeed had." I lied, trying to act cool and sarcastic and that his words and his act

    ROSEANNA    I didnt revolt for asked back, any questions the situation dint looked that right for me to act out, so I just nodded and left them alone. He have complications in his life related to family too. Is there people out there who have everything just perfect? Taht everything is just so perfect in the family? I don't believe! Because there is not one person I have seen in my life who isn't struggling to get through things.   Not one!    Family is a weird concept, sometimes I think what uf there have been no string something called like family? Will we all just won't care and move our own world? We'll that would have been really pathetic. And I can't even think of something like that.    I went inside my room, the gift boxes still on the bed, I ignored them, and went under my covers, because the cold wearther around me, was kinda making me lazy. I go

 ROSEANNA "What do you mean?" I again asked but before he could respond, the door opened and Kashton walked inside with teary eyes, as he saw me up to down, the nurse behind him telling him not to break rules but dare he cares? About anything. "What happened?" He asked her and then looked at the other way to Noah. "What the fuck did you do with her?!" He loudly yelled at him and went towards him grabbing his collar and picking him up in the air, as he threw him over the tables in the corner side. Noah falling abruptly but stood, getting angrier, He too grabbed his collar and pushed him back but he stood on his ground, "What the hell are you both doing stop!" I tried to interrupt. And got of the bed, trying to reach towards him, and just in the little time span, Noah was doing and Kashton was hitting on his face again and again. Beating him till he spat bliud out of his mouth. All the other family walking inside when the heard the v